Kyungsoo's p.o.v
"Baby? You're home? Where have you been?" I heard a worried Chanyeol shouted from the kitchen, how did he know it was me? Has anyone even been here sense i left? He saw me and his face lit up, his bright teeth showing as he wrapped me up in a big hug. "I missed you so much, i was so worried! Are you okay are you hurt anywhere?" He asked like he really was worried and i felt a tug on my heart because i wanted to believe him more than anything.
I stood there with my arms at my sides, his nose nuzzled into my neck i felt at ease, but im not. Im so far from being okay its crazy. "Please believe me when I say im sorry and that I love you so much i dont ever want to leave your side, im s-sick without you, i feel all my bones ache please stay. Let me protect you again." His voice kept breaking and his whole body shook as he told me.
"How do you expect me to trust you ever again?"
Flashback
"Omo Kai!" Kyungsoo yelled at the blond boy. Kai had him thrown over his shoulder. "Kaiiiiiii!!" Kai was dragging the boy accross the room. "Mianhae, araso?" Kyungsoo said his patience starting to end, he put his friends phone in his back pocket and shoved himself off him.
"Your a crazy bastard you know that?" The younger spat and kai laughed. "Theres just somethings I want to keep secret okay?" His voice got quieter and he pulled out his phone out of his pocket to tuen it off.
"Hyung, you can trust me."
"My mother is in the hospital, she's all the way in japan and the doctors told us it could be something serious so im waiting for updates." Out side the music room was a very confused chan, he didnt like it when his boyfriend and kai were together, he felt sorry for kai but it was still uncomfortable because he knew the older boy still had feelings for kyungsoo.
"Yah, did you guys know what happened to kais mom?" chen and lay thought about it.
"We saw her this morning when we picked him up, She spraned her ankle on her buisness trip so shes home for the day and goes back tomorrow." Chan knew what kai was trying to do but he wouldnt let it happen. He looked throught the door to see kai hugging his own kyungie tightly and smiling over his shoulder, staring straight at chan.
He didnt know how in love that chan was at that point, he didnt know what he would do, chan opened the door and pulled his boyfriend out of the tattooed mans grip.
"Don't touch my boyfriend." chan snarled. Kyungsoo tried to pull chan back but it wasnt working. Kai pretended to be shocked and hurt.
"I swear to god Kai, You think im fucking with you right now?" He stepped twords the senior and the others foloowed behind him, chen trying to tug chanyeol back and lay telling kyungsoo why chan was so mad and tried to get him to leave the room but he wouldnt budge either.
"Chanyeol, im sorry, I didnt think-" Chan punched his chin hard, chen was telling kai to leave too. No one was going to leave until chan had finished what kai started.
"If you do, you know whats gunna happen next?" Chan knew he looked insane with the other voys collar in his fists, but he didnt care. "We're leaving chan, you've made your point lets go."
"I havent even started this little brat lied to my kyungie." He looked back as his boyfriend shook into lays shoulder. He let go of his grip quickly and ran to the small boy.
"Baby, I just dont want anyone to hurt you." He cooed and held the boys head to his chest. "Please don't hurt him, dont hurt anyone, can we go?" Chan looked back at kai who was smirking as he walked out with a bloodied lip, he felt everything turn inside, he raised a fist at the boy but remembered kyungsoo's request and put it down.
"Okay." He let the crying boy out of the room and took them to their safe place.
End of flashback
Chans p.o.v
I remember when sehun and luhan got together and sehun turned soft, every body talked about how much of a sap he became and i didnt understand how he could go from acting like a brat all the time to being this chummy, romantic boy. It was a wierd thing to watch and i could never picure myself changing like that for another person. But I did, after i confessed to kyungsoo, everything changed.
Before I thought that i would probably just get married for my parents, i thought i would just go to college and spend my whole life wishing that i could go back and choose a different path. It was a harsh way to think but it was realistic, it was all i had ever seen.
And after, I was so happy, I knew that if i was with him i could be content and loved and loving and it was the warmest feeling. When i told him I loved him I thought i might pass out from happieness I never once thought about marrying anyone but him or loving anyone else but him, i still cant even fathom the idea of being without him.
I can't loose him.
(A/n: I mean guys the pictures fitting.....you can't even disagree)
