Protection {Louis Tomlinson} // Book 1

Chapter 18: It's time

Louis' POV

It's time.

I've done this for too long now.

Being a player, wow, guess i should've listened to Harry.

I hope he can forgive me.

after all i have been a pretty big deuce to him.

Dakota keeps saying i should forgive Harry.

it should be him forgiving me.

i should be apologizing.

i should be saying sorry.

and begging for forgiveness.

but not just to Harry.

to Dakota also.

i feel like i treat her so bad, and she always keeps me.

like before when i went out and didn't tell her when i would come home and came home late.

it may not seem like the biggest thing.

but when i was sober,

i realized,

"I have this beautiful girl, in my arms, who helps me, and always forgives me, and never gives up, yet i treat her like she's nothing."

And when i was treating her nice, mostly it was fake, so she wouldn't choose Harry.

I've tried to call Harry, but he won't answer.

i guess he's still mad at me.

i've left messages for him to call me back,

but he hasn't returned my calls.