A part of me

Chapter Fifteen

Warning: This chapter gets a little sexual. No the characters do not have sex but if you are uncomfortable reading about hot make out session I advise you to skip this chapter, okay.
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Jason and I are sitting awkwardly on my bed not looking at one another. It's been complete silence until he finally spoke,

"Look," he took a pause making sure he had my attention before continuing, "You may only be my fake girlfriend but if I'm being loyal and faithful to you I expect you to do the same. I don't give a damn how it happened but as of right now I wanna make it clear that you're my girlfriend. I get to kiss you, call you baby, text you whenever I want and hug you all day. Your mine and I am yours."

I sighed trying to figure all this out, "But Jason I am not fully yours. As you said in the beginning I am your FAKE girlfriend. I may be yours to others and your damn sure mine when it comes to Jessica especially, but this isn't an actual relationship though I understand it might feel like it at times." The last part escapes my mouth before I even realized what I said.

I see his eyes searching my face for an explanation but he sure as hell wasn't getting one. I laid down and faced my back towards him. The last thing I need is to look at his beautiful face when I'm trying to figure this all out. I felt him wrap his arms around me and tangle his legs with mine. I snuggled closer to him and took a whiff of his cologne. Damn he smelled so good. When I turned around to face him there was barely space left between.

Don't sneeze Rose! Whatever you do, do not sneeze.

"So um is it hot in here or is it just me? I could go turn the heater down if you want. Can you believe how high these gas prices are nowadays?  I mean honestly who-"

My rant was put to a stop when Jason's lips connect with mine. I immediately gasped giving him the perfect chance to slip his tongue in my mouth. He pulled away and I couldn't control the pout formed on my face. It was then replaced when he started leaving warm kisses on my neck. I let out a moan and wrapped my legs over his waist.

"Tell me you're mine." He whispered in between kisses. He started sucking, then biting down on my neck causing me too loose control.

"I-I'm yours." I whispered arching my back.

He gripped my thighs as his lips returned back on mine. This kiss was different than our others, it had more passion and lust. You could tell how badly he wanted to hear those words come out of my mouth.

We finally took a break from each other and lied down. It was almost as if we just raced by how heavy our breathing was.

"Your body wants me, I just have to win over your heart." Jason whispered as he kissed my forehead.

"I don't date players. You don't do relationships you just do sex and I've made it pretty clear I will not have sex with you." I huffed in annoyance.

He moved my hair out of view from my eyes and rubbed his finger up and down on my cheek. He opens his mouth to speak and then closes it.

"I don't know how I feel about you. I do know that I want to punch every boy that looks at you the way I do. I know I want to protect you even though you're capable of protecting yourself." He shared his feelings.

"So what do you want?" I asked confused.

"A chance. Technically to everyone we're already dating. I'm not asking for too much I'm just asking that you don't close down on me when I'm trying to get close to you." He was making perfect eye contact and I tried to stay strong and look directly at his eyes as well.

"Look Jason if you want to get close to me to show me I can trust you in an actual relationship I'll give you a chance." I nodded more convincing myself.

He responded by devouring my face with multiple kisses and all I could do was laugh. It felt good to be goofy with Jason, maybe giving him this chance will be a good thing.

"But you really need some rest babygirl so go to sleep, I'll cuddle you the whole time." He smiled that cheesy grin I grown to like so much.

I snuggled closer to his side and let sleep take over. I can't wait to tell the girls all about Jason.