chappiee sixteen

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authors note: so heres an update, idk if ill continue after this. ehhh let me know what you think . VOTE COMMENT OR FAN !

Liam's POV: 

i remember the whole thing, his lips pressed against mine, taking my breath away, making my heart beat uncontrolably , making me lose myself in him, wanting nothing more but him but i cant help the feeling that i dont want him but at the same time i do.

i woke up early to find i had fallen asleep with harry on the floor and when i opened my eyes he was the first thing i saw, i dont think ive ever been woken up to such beauty .

i got up and left him laying there trying to figure out my feelings, its like i want him but at the same time i dont want him. its like he makes me feel things i have never felt before and dont want to feel . i know i already came out as a bisexual guy to the world and they all seemed okay with it but i dont think im okay with it .

i dont know why i cant, i mean i used to be once upon a time but that was before i disappointed my father.

i rube my hands against my face annoyed with myself and leave the house not having a place in mind to go to.

Harry's POV:

how am i gonna do this i want it to go perfect but im having a hard time figuring out how and what i wanna do .

i was deep in thought wondering around the flat that i didnt hear any of the boys so when i stumbled into a body i was a little shocked and started falling before hands grabbed me before i fell fully .

"oi, haz. sorry i didnt see you" the familiar voice said .

"same, my bad zee" i told him as i stood straight with his hands still on me yet i didnt feel uncomfortable.

we stood there for a while until i finally came back to earth and stepped out of his hands.

"so wheres everyone" i asked

"well niall is with bella, louis is running around, and liam just disappeared since morning so its just us" he said.

"well wanna do something, i mean i feel like we never talk any more and i miss you zee" i told him.

"sure, movie ?" he asked walking into the living room .

"sure, what movie ?" i asked as he sat down and i walked over to the movies.

"put in safe haven" he told me which was odd since zayn usually doesnt watch romantic movies .

i took the movie out of the rack and turned on the tv, and place the movie in the vcr walking to the couch with the vcr remote.

"zaynnnnnn scoot over" i said as i tried sitting but ending up on his lap.

"nahh im comfy now" he said pulling me closer to him and i allowed it.

i fast foward the commercials and hit play when the menue appeared.

3rd person POV:

while zayn and harry watched the movie snuggling each other liam was out getting drunk.

he was so wasted he couldnt even form a proper sentence better yet talk to someone without them asking him to repeat himself which annoyed him so he started making his way back to the flat. 

he somehow managed to get a taxi and give the guy the address of his flat and pay him once he was dropped of telling him to keep the change. 

liam stumbled to the door and struggled to get his keys out but finally managed to get them and open the door. 

it was quite aside from what he figured was the tv so he drunkenly stumbled his way over towards the living room but as soon as he did he saw harry snuggling someone he couldnt see the face of and got angry . 

he mad his way over towards them realizing it was zayn snuggling harry but not caring and grabbing harry out of his arms. 

his sudden action scared zayn but soon he was recomposed and glared at liam but tried to hide it. 

"what the hell liam" zayn said trying to control his voice. 

"he's mine keep your hands off" liam told zayn before draggin a mute confused harry towards his room . 

harry couldnt speak he was confused to the bone at what just happened but somehow that made his heart sweall to hear liam call him his. 

liam pulled harry into his room closing the door and pushing harry on it seconds after. 

"wh-what are yo- you doing" harry stuttered out 

"your mine" liam managed to get out without slurring, breathing all over harrys face over whelming him with his intoxicating breath that was mixed with alcohal ,

liam started leaning in and harry really wanted it but liam was drunk and harry couldnt kiss his crush or more like love of his life while he was like this but liam forced his lips on harry's. 

harry didnt responde right away but soon enough he gave in wanting it more than anything. he kissed liam back like his life depended on it. 

liam continued the kiss as he pulled harry away from the door and pushed him in the bed continuing to kiss him as he started to take harry;s shirt of . 

harry released a moan only turning liam on more .

harry pulled away from the kiss needing air sending liam to kiss down on him until liam chose to stay on harry's neck.

liam sucked on harrys neck as harry craned it to give liam more room.

they continued but before they went any farther liam passed out leaving harry a bondle off mess just laying there.

harry started to get up but before he could liam pulled him closer muttering to him not to leave and harry gave in closing his eyes to let sleep take over.

in the living room zayn sat there with his head in his hands and a heart that started shattering leaving him confused as to what was happening inside of him.

he quickly pushed the unknown feelings away and rushed into his room going straight to sleep .

Arthurs note: so i know this isnt great but its some what a start for me if i do continue . well here you go . VOTE COMMENT AND FANNNNNN ! i know there are erros but im tired so eh ill fix it another time !!! Kayyy byeeeee

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