Angst imagine requested by @JrLJoe. Sorry if this one is a bit too angsty. Hope you like it, Sarah!
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You sit lazily at your bed, playing with your phone when something caught your attention, which made you finally sit properly with your eyes focused on the screen of your phone.
You gasped in shock after finishing in reading the article.
A lot of people were giving you hate. They, especially his fans, didn't like the fact that you are dating Got7's Jr.
Yes, you are dating Got7's Jr. You are happy to be with him, you love him- you are in love with him. And you still are.
But this, this is just too much for you. You can't handle being hated by his fans. You didn't like it that you're causing so much problems to his fans.
You got up from your bed, made your way out of your room to your boyfriend's room.
And yes, you are inside Got7's dorm.
"Yo, Sarah! What's up?" You heard Jackson a few meters away from you yell.
You ignored his comment and knocked on Jinyoung's room.
"Why is she ignoring you? Did you two fight or something?" You heard Mark ask him and you could imagine Jackson shrugging while looking at you in confusion.
"No, we didn't. She must be stuck on that time of the month, I guess." Jackson replied.
"Didn't you guys heard? She's been getting too much hate from fans so I guess she's mad." Yugyeom 'whispered' to them.
And then after that, you didn't bother to hear their small talk anymore as Jinyoung had already opened the door.
"Yeah? What is it?" He asked with a smile on his face.
"We should talk, can I come in?" You don't know why, but your voice came out firm.
"Of course." He made way and you entered his room, sighing as you do.
"So, what is it that you want to talk about?" He asked and sat at the corner of his bed, looking at you.
You breathed in a deep breath before looking back at him straight in the eyes, "I don't know if you know about this but I've been receiving a lot of hate from your fans lately." Your voice croaked and you hated that it came out like that.
His smile immediately disappeared, "So I guess you've seen the news."
"Yes, I did. Jinyoung, I don't want people hating me, I don't like it. This is too much for me, I can't stand here doing nothing and continue receiving hate. I don't like the fact that I'm causing so much trouble to your fans and--"
"Don't." He cut you off.
You narrowed your eyes on him, "What?"
"Don't say that. You never caused any trouble, Sarah. So don't say that, please."
You shook your head in disagreement, "But I don't think the same way as you do. I don't want to cause much more problems anymore, Jinyoung. I've had enough, I can't endure the pain anymore."
You paused for a while and shut your eyes tightly, restraining yourself from breaking down, "So... Why don't we just end this?"
He stood up and clenched his fists, "No, I told you not to say that! We can face this, together, Sarah. I know we can. So please, don't say that."
You couldn't bear to look at him anymore so you looked at the ground as tears started to cloud your vision, "I told you that I don't think the same way as you do. I can't do this, Jinyoung. I think breaking up is the best for us."
"You're the best thing that has happened to me, why would I break up with you? I can't bear to do that, I just can't."
He's crying. I don't want to see him breaking down just because of me. Sarah thought.
"I'm sorry, Jinyoung. Maybe I'm just not the perfect girl for you. You deserve someone better. Not someone like me." You harshly wiped away your tears.
"No, I don't wanna hear that!" He yelled.
A sob escaped your mouth, "I'm so sorry, Jinyoung. Let's end this. Goodbye."
You quickly rushed out of his room and out of their dorm, crying while you did, and not caring about the other things happening around you as your vision is too blur for you to see anything.
Then you heard a loud honk, and another, and another one.
You closed your eyes, ready for the great impact.
You were ready to end everything already, you've had enough.
And then the next thing you knew, you were knocked down hardly to the ground, with pure red liquid flowing out of your head.
