Arrow of the Night|Olicity|DISCONTINUED

If I had Known

Felicity rolled over in bed. Her head was reeling as she looked up at the ceiling. The room was pitch black and nothing was able to be seen through the darkness. She kept shaking and running her hand through her hair as she tried to calm herself of her anxiety attacks. She felt that something was wrong. She shot up and panted. Felicity flicked the light switch on that was next to the bed and looked around the bed. Her eyes were red and she wiped under them and felt the tears. Why? Felicity looked around for her phone, her heart picking up its own rate. Her breath caught in her chest and she slammed a hand against her chest. She didn't know what was happening. It all just felt lost.. Like she was dying, but not the quick painful death she wanted. Grabbing her phone she dialed Oliver's number and felt herself break apart.
   Oliver slowly rolled over in bed as he looked out the window. His eyes were cold and blank as he stared at the moon. It was bright and just a circle in the sky. Slowly he gave a sigh as he rolled over and looked through the darkness. The moon lit up some of the room, giving him a good look at who was next to him.. Laurel.. Oliver clenched his teeth as he looked at her.. So sound, aimless, caring.. Bold, daring.. He breathed in her scent and exhaled as he slowly sat up. Slowly he took the covers off of him with grace as to not wake up Laurel.
   Felicity gave a cry as Oliver didn't answer. She cried and threw her phone on the ground and curled her knees up in her chest. Looking at her phone on the ground she hit her head back against the wall.
"Bastard.." She sobbed as she rubbed beneath her eyes, bringing more tears on as she broke down once more.
   Oliver slowly walked through the darkness and shut the door behind him as he entered the living room, and saw his phone vibrating crazily. Picking it up he saw it was Felicity.. Felicity? Why would she be calling him at 3 in the morning? Oliver slowly picked up his phone and went to swipe it, but it was too late.. He looked at the three missed calls, all from Felicity..
   Felicity cried as she dialed his number once more, hoping to get him to answer.. She was having a panic attack, and he knew she couldn't resolve them on her own.

"Felicity?" Came Oliver's whispered tone on the other line.

"OLIVER!" Felicity yelled into the phone as she kept crying.

"Felicity? Are you okay?" Oliver asked as he heard her cries.

"Oliver, I-I need you. At my place.. I-I.." Felicity broke down again.

"Felicity, I thought we were over?" Oliver asked as he looked out the window.

Felicity felt her heart break and she died,"I.. No.. NO!" She screamed as she shot up from the ground.

"I.. You were seeing someone else.." Oliver sighed into the phone.

"I saw no one! I love you Oliver.. No one else.. Why would you think that?" Felicity cried.

Oliver's eyes slightly widened,"We were over Felicity.. You saw me twice when I was on my deathbed. And you haven't been to the cave in months."

"Because I didn't know if you wanted me there!" She yelled back,"Oliver! I love you! I don't love anyone else! I devoted my life to you! I lost my job and practically my innocence... My innocent mind and self died when I met you Oliver.. I love you and have never loved anyone else when I was with you!" Felicity cried as she looked out the window at the moon.

Oliver pursed his lips,"I.. I thought you had moved on and didn't want to see me anymore."

"Oliver.. I love you.." Felicity sobbed on the other side of the phone.

Oliver was silent.

"I never moved on Oliver.."

"I-I did.."

   Felicity's eyes widened and she felt her heart being ripped apart,"Oli-Oliver.." She hyperventilated as she looked up at the moon. "You.. NO!" Felicity hung up the phone and dropped to her knees. Too weak to get back up.. No.. Felicity cried harder and harder as she looked up at the moon,"I never moved on!" She cried,"I loved you! I loved you with all my heart! I never wanted to see you leave me! I'm sorry Oliver!" Felicity cried to the air as she looked all around the room.
   Oliver looked at the moon as he dropped his phone. It crashed against the floor as he looked at the buildings.

"Oliver?" He heard the tired voice and turned around.

Oliver stayed put as he continued to look at the moon.

"Ollie? You okay?" Laurel asked as she slowly walked over to him.

"It's done.." He replied lowly as he looked at his phone on the floor.

Laurel bit her lip as she slowly rested against Oliver,"I'm sorry.."

"It's not your fault.. She just took it badly.." Oliver tensed at Laurel's touch as he remembered Felicity's.

Oliver looked up at the moon as he had his hand going through Felicity's blonde locks.

"You see how bright the moon is?" Oliver asked as he looked from her and back to the moon.

"Yeah." She replied with a yawn.

"You're brighter."

"Ollie?" Laurel asked as she slowly took hold of his arm.

Oliver slowly looked at Laurel,"I'm fine. It's over.. I don't want to remember it." He sighed as he slowly hugged her.
   Felicity looked at the moon.

"You're brighter."

She looked away with a pained expression as she looked at the ground. Turning from the window she grabbed her phone and dialed Thea's number.. She was always there for her, every time Oliver was an asshole, Thea had always been there to help her.

"Y-Yeah? Hello?" Thea asked tiredly on the other line.

"Th-Thea?" Felicity asked, still a sense of sorrow in her voice.

"I-I'm here." Thea slowly sat up in bed and arched a brow,"Are you okay?"

Felicity shook her head and sobbed,"No."

Thea nudged Roy,"Stay with me girlie. We're coming over."

Felicity looked up at the ceiling, dead inside.

"He did what!?" Thea asked as she looked at Felicity as they were settled in her living room.

"He moved on.. We're over." Felicity replied as she wiped beneath her eyes.

"You're shitting me?"

Felicity shook her head.

"Any clue who he moved on to? I'll shove an arrow into their ass." Roy asked with a light smile.

Felicity coughed a laugh,"I don't know who, but I have someone in mind-"

"Laurel." Thea and Felicity stated at the same time.

They both gave a low laugh and Roy widened his eyes,"I'd end up getting an arrow in my ass.."

"Babes, I'm sorry." Thea sighed as she gave Felicity a sympathetic look.

"I guess I just need to deal with it.." Felicity sighed as she gave Thea a low smile.

"What a dickbag." Roy growled.

Thea sighed,"Any clue why..?"

Felicity swallowed hard,"He told me.. Over the phone, that I had moved on and found someone else.. When clearly I didn't.. He assumed things like a jackass and moved on.. He's over at her place I'm beyond sure."

Roy instantly shot up,"That asshole will pay! I don't care who's brother he is. He doesn't hurt you like this. You two have been together for 5 years! He won't throw you off like this. I will make him pay for hurting you, I will let him know what he did was stupid."

"It's fine Roy.. I'll get revenge some other way." Felicity promised as she slowly sat him back down.

"No need for violence." Thea chuckled as she rested her head against Roy's.

"Thank you for caring.." Felicity smiled.

"It's what we do." Roy replied as he kissed Thea's head.

"If I had known he would've done this.. I would've never had laid eyes on him."