The Gangleader's

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Jake's pov

The ride to the house was quiet, not a comfortable silence, but a dead silence, and I hated it.We all got home and I went straight to my room. "FUCKING HELL!!!" I screamed. "I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL THEM!!!!!" I started throwing things across the room. "This is all my fucking fault" my knuckles were bleeding from punching the wall.  "Jake!Calm down!"  Austin burst into my room followed by the other guys. "I'm sorry" I whispered and broke down. "I-I'm s-sorry" I sobbed. "J-jake? A-are y-you okay?, y-you never c-cry" Grayson asked with a concern look. "This is all my fault" I looked down.  "No Jake, it isn't your faul-"   "Don't you fucking see how she is?!, she's practically dead and it's all my fault! She wouldn't have been there if I hadn't slapped her, if she wouldn't have ran away." I cut Jackson off. "Listen to me! It isn't your fault okay! Do you think she would've liked to see you like this?, to see you blame yourself?" Max whispered the last part. "If she ever wakes up she's going to blame me and I won't forgive myself for this, she won't forgive me for what I did" I wiped my tears and looked at all of them. "Jake, get some sleep would you, you need it" Ray said with a concerned look. They all left and I went to her room and locked it behind me. I looked around and sighed. I found a big sweatshirt that smelled a lot like her, got it, and laid on her bed cuddling with it. "I'm sorry" was all I said before quietly dozing off.

Ariana's pov

I heard all of what Jake said. H-he had feelings for me? I was so stupid, how could I not notice? I tried really hard to wake up but I couldn't. What the hell? A few hours later I heard the door open and close behind whoever came in.

Ariana? Hey it's  mom and dad . We're really sorry for what we did, I know you won't forgive us that easily but you kinda deserved it. Are you fucking kidding me? You kinda deserved it because well you're not really our daughter and we had to take care of you for 17years and waste our money in you.  You're adopted, Ariana, your parents didn't want you, that's why they gave you up for adoption-

I was in shock. My breathing became harder to control and my heartbeat was slowing down little by little. I started shaking and sweating. How could this be? All my life was a stupid lie? "Doctor! We need a doctor!, NOW!!!!" I heard a nurse scream. My 'parents' had left once the nurse came in. I heard a lot of commotion and "She's dying!" I heard a nurse say.  Dying? I felt my heart stop completely. "She's not responding! Get me the shockers!"(I don't know what they're called so cope with me) was the last thing I heard before my body fell limp.

Jake's pov

I had slept for hours and when I woke up I put my arm out to get a hold of Ariana but when I felt nothing I remembered  she wasn't here. "Jake! We need to leave NOW!" Austin rushed into the room. "What the hell? Why??" I asked dumbfounded. "I'll tell you when we get there! Let's go!" I rushed to my feet and ran downstairs to the car. We got in and I started asking all these questions., "What the hell is going on?!" "Why the hell won't you all tell me?!!" "Where the hell are we going?!!!" "Fucking tell me already!" I shouted. "It's Ariana! Something complicated and the doctors needed us"!Max whispered. I snapped my head towards him. "Wh-what did th-they s-say?" I asked cautiously. "The didn't tell us anything Jake, just that they needed us there as soon as possible" Greg answered looking down. I didn't say anything after that. By the time Greg finished saying that we were outside the hospital. We all rushed out with me leading the way. I got to the second floor and asked the first doctor I saw, "What happened?" He didn't answered. "Fucking hell! What the fuck happened to her???!!!!!" I shouted again trying not to loose my temper. "She wasn't breathing, the line went flat, she's dead"

I didn't quite like this chapter but I promise the next chapter will be better.