April P.O.V.
*2 weeks later*
I woke up in my room lonely, again. I looked on the nightstand and saw the same picture I see every day. Me and Justin. He still doesn’t know who I am. I tried to help him as much as I can, but the fact is I can’t do it anymore. It’s so hard to see him and not break down in tears. The only person I truly loved… he is lost somewhere. He remembered a good part of his life, he sings again, he remembered every beautiful moment he had with his Beliebers.
But when it comes back at our relationship… there is nothing. It hurts me so bad to see him everyday. I want to hug him or kiss him but I remember that he knows me as a friend, not his girlfriend. Even he remembered almost everything, I feel like a part of him is missing, and I can’t find it. We still live together. I don’t know why, but he doesn’t want to move back with his mom and Scooter. The doctors said this might be a connection with the place. Beautiful memories keeps him here. Well, I think they are right. I can’t do anything without remembering something about us. Even when I open the fridge I remember the way he would yell to bring him a soda, or when I open the TV I could hear his voice saying ‘baby girl, a basket match will start in 10 minutes, can you switch the channel for me, please?’ ,or when I take a shower I could feel his hands hugging me from behind, his kisses on my neck…. I’m a wreck.
The door opened and my friend, Amelia entered.
-“Aye, girl, how are you?” She asked and sat down next to me.
-“B-Bad… he still doesn’t remember me, Amelia, I don’t have idea anymore…” I startd to cry. She hugged me and kissed my cheeks.
-“Shhh, I know it’s hard, but if you love him, you’ll fight for him no matter what. Even he won’t remember everything…”
-“It hurts so bad… I don’t have enough power to look him in the eyes and pretend I’m not broke. My heart is in pieces…”
A knock on my door made me gasp. Did he hear what we talked?
-“C-Come in..” I said and wiped my tears quickly.
-“Hey, ummm, I-I’m really bored so, I was thinking, can we do something?” Justin asked and made his way to my bed. He sat down and looked in my eyes. Hazel brown eyes, as amazing as always.
-“Girl, I have to go now, but I’ll see you soon, bye!” Amelia broke the silence and kissed my cheek. She waved and left. Justin cleared his throat, making me turn my head to him.
-“So, what you guys were talking about?” He finally asked.
-“Well, about this, about that. Nothing...” I lied.
-“You think I don’t know how hard is for you, but believe me I do. I really do. I see how you watch every picture with us, I hear how you cry yourself to sleep every night.” My idiot tears started to fall again. This time he smiled and wiped them with his thumb.
-“I-I’m sorry…” I whispered.
-“Shhh, it’s ok. That means you really love me… I think we really loved each other.”
-“Haha, let me show you something.”
-“Sure.” I turned around and pulled my hair up. I felt his fingers over my tattoo. He chuckled and I turned my head to him again. “Your sexy ass is mine-JB”? Wow, It’s knida…”
