Can't lose her

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Random picture of Devin, ain't he cute!?! Hehe, anyway, straight to the story now!!!! -Amber out!

Devin's P.O.V. -
I can't lose control, not with claire already lost her battle with her wolf. I need to gain control so I can help Claire.
"STOP!!! You can't take control of me now, if you do we'll very likely lose her again, do you want that?" I ask my wolf, Baka, and demon, Bashi.
(Those are their names, sorry if there weird, I just thought they should have names)
They both think for a moment before sighing and backing of me, giving me control.
"Only for Claire," Bashi says, with Baka growling "don't you dare lose her again." "ok, thank you guys, I'll make sure we keep her this time around." I reply before turning back to Claire.
She was staring at me before she squeals and leaps at me yelling "MATE!!!" She lands on me with a huff and continues to rant "oh I'm so lucky that I get to see you right away, not many are as lucky to see there mate right away, Claire and I are soooo lucky!! If only she was paying attention she would se-"
I interrupt her and say "wait what are you talking about?? Are you her wolf? What's wrong with Claire? Why do you have contro-" then she in turn interrupts me and says "I have control because she was losing herself in pain, I had to destract her from it, so I put her to . . . I guess you could call it sleep? Oh! And yes I'm her wolf, my names spirit, you know, because I have a lot of spirit!! Haha! And Claire should be just fine, as long as she can over come the memories she is remembering that were blocked from her til now and as long as she can find a way to gain control back!"
She sure talks alot, that's for sure. "What do you mean she has to find a way to gain control back?!? Can't you give it back to her???" I ask, starting to panic again, Baka growling quietly in the back of my mind.
"Most can, but I seem to have lost most of my past memories sooo . . . I don't remember how to give it back, thats why she has to, cause I can't!" She replies cooly.
My eyes widen.
Please no, I can't lose her, not now! Not after I had just found her again!! Spirit starts hoping around again, and says "please, when she does come back, don't, no matter how much you want to, ask what she was remembering. It was hard to see, and she will not be able to handle it if you ask about it. . . well for now we might as well as either head home or go hunting, whatever you feel like!" She says cheerfully, trying to lighten the mood. It didn't really help, but no need to make her feel bad.
I smile and say "what about we go home and rest, its been a long day."
She hops over to me pretty much yelling "Ok! Lets gooo!!!!" and off she goes, running around trees and through the forest around us, trying to stay positive.
I sigh and run after her, not wanting her to get lost or hurt. I hope Claires ok, I really hope she is. . .

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Well guys, that was hard! And its just going to get even harder!!! *Sigh* I really wonder how you other writers do it. Well I'm going to try and get the next part out to you as soon as I can, hope you're enjoying this book and please vote and comment!! Bye, see you later! *Spirit runs in* "wait I want to say bye" she yells, running into me "fine say bye Spirit" I say, sighing. " yay! Bye guys!!! Please keep reading so I can see you again!!!!! BYE!!!!!!!" she yells before running off to find Devin.
Sorry about that, bye! -Amberwolve

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