Chapter 2
Jenna's pov
I took a cab to the club. I was dressed to kill.
Tonight would be the start of me looking for a man.
I started to walk to the end of the line when the bouncer stopped me and told me to go right in.
A few people complained, but I noticed a lot of guys checking me out.
I went straight to the bar once I got inside.
I was going to need some liquid courage if I was going to make it through the night.
I looked around and saw a couple guys looking me up and down.
This was going to be easier than I thought.
If I wanted to get rid of my v card I could do that tonight.
Suddenly the thought of that didn't hold as much appeal as it had before.
The way these guys were looking at me made me feel like I was some piece of meat on display.
I didn't like it at all.
Why do women allow this?
I needed to get out of here.
This is not me.
No matter how much I change on the outside I am still me on the inside.
The me that craves love.
Dressing like this is not going to get me love.
All it will do is get me used.
Why can't I just love myself enough to get past all of this?
Why is having a man in my life so important?
I ordered another drink before I left.
I figured one more drink won't hurt anything.
I noticed a guy at the bar looking at me.
I smiled at him to be nice.
When he looked at me he didn't look at me in the same way the others did.
He came over and sat next to me.
"Hi I'm Gavin."
"Hi I'm Jenna."
"Nice to meet you. I usually don't approach people in a club but I came here for a friend's birthday and you seemed the most normal one here."
"Um thanks I think."
I mean come on what does a girl say to that?
"I'm sorry that came out wrong I meant you look like a nice woman and you're not throwing yourself at every guy you see. I'm from a small town I'm not used to all of this. I moved out here for work."
"Well then thank you. Yea I'm new here as well."
We had a few more drinks then shared a cab home.
He seemed like a really nice guy.
Someone that I'd like to get to know better without alcohol being involved.
pic og Gavin in side bar
