When I Cry

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Does it mean I'm weak when I cry?
Sometimes, I break down, heavy, wrenching, sobs, being emitted from the depths within me.
I feel nothing anymore.
I cry because I don't feel.
I cry because I don't care anymore.
But it doesn't mean I'm weak.

People cry.
Not because their weak.
It's because they've been
strong for too long.

Is that the case with me?
Have I been so strong as to be pushed to the point of breaking?
All I want in life is a little comfort...
But no ones knows that this is me.
The real me...

Except you.

And maybe bloodywrists_
And some others.

This is the real me.

Broken
Bruised
Battered
Torn

Ripped
Shredded
Hurt
Kicked

Beaten
Abused
Hated
Bitten.

I feel like I have lost everything, all feeling in my body.

But each day, I get up.
I find the courage deep within to stand up, say 'Hi' to the world.
Each morning I wake up, eat breakfast, and make other people happy. It's my goal.
I don't think about suicide.
I try to stay strong,

And so
Should
You.

Be strong today.
Give it all you've got.
You can do it,
I'm cheering for you. 😉

I hope I've been an inspiration.

DepressingLife_ 😘

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