Book Of Thoughts

@LivingSadly2503

So I'm dating LivingSadly2503 like me and her have been friends since last year and we tried dating last year and it didn't work. 

She's been my friend for like what seems forever. She's the best girlfriend I could have asked for and I really really hope we stay together forever. I said this with my other girlfriend Ender but ya see LivingSadly2503 is better. I know she won't leave me unless absolutely necessary and not even then because she really really loves me.

And I really love her too. She's like a drug I can't escape. When she smiles I smile when she laughs I laugh. She makes me happy inside and I feel like everything's okay when I'm with her. She's my boo my life my everything. I love her so much.

I want to be the person  to protect her, the one who keeps her safe. I want to be the person who she comes to when somethings wrong and when she can't do it anymore. I want to be the reason she stops hurting herself, the reason she feels special, the reason she feels like she can do anything and that she knows I'll be there to uplift her and cheer her on in whatever she is doing.

I love watching her day by day become the beautiful young lady I know she can be. I love just seeing her be so positive when inside she's breaking down. I want to be the reason she isn't breaking down anymore. I want to be the one she comes to when she does break down. I want to be the person she comes to when things just aren't okay anymore.

I want to be that person.

I love her being my girlfriend. I love her so so so much. I want to protect her forever and keep her safe. I want to make sure no one ever hurts her again.

She's my drug. When I'm with her it seems as though I'm high on weed. It's like being drunk on vodka and not being able to think straight. It's like I can be whoever I want to be with her and I don't have to worry about it anymore.

She's the best thing that's ever happened to me. She's like my missing puzzle piece that I've been looking for for so long.

I've been looking for my soulmate for what seems like forever. And she's been right in front of me this whole time! How could I have missed her?

She's like the light at the end of my tunnel. She makes me so goddamn happy I can't even begin to describe it. All I know is I love love love love loveeee her so fucking much and I never ever want her to go away. I'll hold on for dear life and I won't let go. I'll keep her while I have her and I hope that means I'll keep her forever. I love her. 

I love you.

I love you, and you better know it. I love love love love love love love love love love you so fucking much. So so fucking much. I love you.

Love,

Your girlfriend <3

EDIT------ 11.30.16------i'm straight ignore my trashy self .-.