I Cant Cope

Part 12

(Ashton's Pov)

I groaned and slowly opened my eyes.

Ugh, what the hell happened??

I felt someone pull me closer to them. I looked up and saw Luke sleeping.

"Luke?" I said poking his cheek.

Luke scrunched his nose up before slowly blinking his eyes open.

When he opened his eyes he looked down at me.

His eyes went wide and he pulled me closer to his chest and held my head to his shoulder.

"Ash, oh god Ash! I'm so sorry, this shouldn't have happened, I'm so sorry!" He cried.

"Luke, what happened?" I asked confused. I honestly didn't know what happened.

"Silas, he uh, he raped you.." Luke said quietly.

"Oh, yeah.." I said slowly remembering what happened.

"I'm sorry. This is my fault." Luke said choking back a sob.

"Luke, how could this possibly be your fault?" I questioned.

"He was going to rape me, he was trying to take my pants off Ash.. But before he could I kicked him in the knee. He stormed off and that's when he dragged you in here.." Luke said hiding face in his hands.

"Luke." I said but he wouldn't look at me. I slowly reached up and removed his hands from his face and looked into his tearful eyes. "This is not your fault. I would much rather it be me being hurt than you. You have been through enough."

"But I don't you hurt either Ashton!" Luke cried louder.

"Luke, luke I will be fine. I promise." I caressed his cheek.

"No you won't!" He sobbed even louder.

I didn't know how to respond so I just cuddled up to Luke some more.

This place is going to ruin Luke... I can't let that happen.

(Niall's Pov)

I sat outside of Starbucks with my hood up waiting for Ashton to show up. I have been waiting for a good thirty minutes!

I finally decided to go to there house to see if Ashton was there.

I walked up the sidewalk to the front door and knocked loudly.

I herd a groan and shuffling feet before the door was opened to show a sleepy Michael who rubbed his eyes tiredly.

"Niall? What are you doing here?" He asked confused.

"Is Ashton here?" I asked him causing him to, yet again,  give me a confused look.

"He should be, why wouldn't he?"

"I called him earlier and told him to meet me at Starbucks.." I said.

"Uh, well here come in." Michael moved out of the doorway and motioned me inside.

I walked in and saw a picture of Ashton giving Luke a piggy back ride. Then I saw another of all the lads making weird faces.

I sat down on the couch as Calum walked out stretching and yawning.

"Ni? What are you doing here?" He asked confused.

"He wants to know if Ash is here." Michael answered for me.

"Yeah, he was supposed to meet me at Starbucks. But he never came." I said the last part quietly.

"Will you go check Ashton's room Calum?" Michael asked. Calum nodded and walked upstairs.

"So why did you want to meet Ashton?" Michael asked.

"I believe I figured out where Zayn is." I said and Michael's face instantly perked up.

"Really? So we can get Luke back? Ashton will be so happy!" He exclaimed.

Calum walked downstairs with a worried expression.

"G-guys?" He stuttered.

"What is it Cal?" Michael asked.

"Ashton is gone." He said.

(Calum's Pov)

Ashton is gone! Where could he be? Did Zayn take him as well? Oh my god!

"G-guys, do you think Zayn took A-Ash t-to?" I asked.

Michael walked over to me and pulled me into a hug and kissed my forehead.

"I don't know Cal. I don't know." He sighed.

"What do we do? We have to find them!" I said.

"Niall, you said you know where Zayn is?" Michael asked turning towards the blonde Irish lad on our couch.

"I believe so. It's a while away." Niall said.

"Let's go." I said, Already grabbing my shoes and phone.

"Calum, I don't know if I want you to go." Michael said grabbing my shoulders.

"Michael those are our friends he has. I'm not going sit back here and wait. Plus what if you guys need and extra hand? I'm going Michael." I said kissing his cheek.

"Fine. Just please be careful. I can't let you get hurt." Michael said.

I nodded and we all made our way out of the door.

'We are coming to get Luke and Ash. Don't worry.' I thought.