I Cant Cope

Part 9

(Calum's Pov)

Ashton, Michael, and I had been talking to Niall for quite a while and it was getting late.

I looked down at my watch, 8:45.

"Alright guys, I think we should head back. We'll talk to you later Ni." I said getting out of our booth.

"See you lads later." He replied.

Niall then turned to Ashton who was looking at the floor.

"Hey.. We'll find him. I promise you that! Zayn will not get away with this." Niall said while rubbing Ashton's back.

"Thanks. This means a lot to us.." Aston replied sadly.

"As I said before. It's no problem. I'm going help you get Luke back. I swear." Niall said.

We all thanked Niall once more and walked out and started heading back to our place.

"Guys do you think we will actually find Luke?" Ashton asked.

"Of course we will." Michael responded.

After that the car ride was silent.

(Ashton's Pov)

Everyone keeps telling me we are going to find Luke but I'm not so sure that it's true anymore.

It's not like Zayn will just give us Luke back but I don't know where we can look to find Luke! Zayn has what, 5 different places he could have taken Luke? It was hopeless... Though that may sound horrible, it's true! It would take a miracle to get Luke back before they do any more harm to him. I'm at the point where I'm fearing the worst now.

When we pulled up to our house I quickly got out of the car and walked up to my room and locking it.

I pulled my phone out and hit shuffle waiting for my phone to pick a song.

It ended up playing our song don't stop.

Luke loved this song. Me and him would listen to it at night and cuddle with each other. That's all I want to do is to cuddle with Luke and keep him safe, but I already failed that once and because of that I'm stuck like I am right now. Hurt. Sad. Empty...

Then as quick as the snap of a finger my sadness turned into anger. I stood up and grabbed a pillow and throwing at the wall.

I then continued to throw whatever I could reach at the wall.

Then I broke down crying yet again. I slid down the wall and put my face in my hands and pulled my knees to my chest crying uncontrollably.

"Why take Luke?" I whispered to myself.

I curled into a small ball in front of my door and like out like a light.

(Luke's Pov)

Have you ever given up hope? I have.. I don't think I'm ever going to get to see the others again..

Now when I fall asleep I dream of Ashton, Calum, and Mikey.  I dream of what it would be like to be back in Ashton's arms, to sit on our tour bus listening to Michael and Calum fight over a video game and watching movies together. That's all I want.

But I guess I'm just stuck in this hell living everyday in fear of what the next day will be like, what the next day will hold for me.

I heard the door open and saw Zayn coming down the stairs.

"How are you today?" Zayn asked but I ignored him and stared at the wall in front of me.

"You should answer me you know." He said sternly.

I just glared at him before looking back at the wall.

"Fine, you really want to be like that huh? That's fine by me." Zayn said while walking towards me.

"When someone speaks to you then you respond." He snapped before kicking my stomach.

"Ooof!" I groaned.

"Now, do you want to answer me?"Zayn asked grabbing my hair and making me look at him.

I only nodded which made him pull my hair back farther.

"Y-yes..." I mumbled.

Zayn threw my head against the wall making me, yet again, groan in pain as he walked off.

A-n
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