F.A.M.E

Chapter 4

Bey:"Jay what-what are you doing here."

Jay:"I need to talk to you."

Bey:"umm sure I guess so."

I wiped my face to tried and hide the fact that I've been crying all day. I stepped outside shutting the door behind me.

Jay:"look I'm sorry if I hurt you by being with Rihanna it's just that it's some things going on with her and I-I can't exactly tell you about because if I do you and everyone else I love would be in danger."

Bey:"what do you mean Jay what are you talking about in danger?"

Jay:"just know that I love you and always will love you my heart lies with no other women but you and I didn't have sex with her she had my sperm put into her to make a chill I would never sleep with her because I love you way too much."

Bey:"although this all sounds sweet and all I can't hold keep crying night after night then being fine for a little while then crying again how do you think Rain will grow up thinking it's ok to keep subjecting yourself to someone who doesn't seem to love you as much as you love them and crying all day about it.Yes I still love you but I can't love you like this anymore so go ahead back home to your little rih rih and I will call you and let you know when blue gets here."

He leaned over and kissed my lips passionately.The same fireworks and butterflies they go off in my stomach every time we kiss were still there and his lips fell perfectly back in line with mine as he slithered his tongue into the small crevasse of my lips I knew this was wrong but it felt so right. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he deepened the kiss and Jays when I knew I was only digging myself In a deeper whole if I ever wanted to let him go I couldn't keep doing this with him. I pushed him off of me and leaned my head against his as I stared into his eyes.

Bey:"I hope you enjoyed that because that will be your last kiss from me until you ditch the bitch."

I kissed him in the cheek and noticed that a ton of paparazzi were standing outside the gates of my house. Somehow someway whenever he kisses me he always takes me away from reality and I don't realize what's going on around me. I turned on my heels and was prepared to open the door.

Jay:"bey please don't do this to me I love you I don't love her at all."

Bey:"prove it."

Jay:"I told you I can't do that."

Bey:"then you don't love me like you say you love me."

I opened the door and everyone moved like they were pretending they weren't listening to my conversation.

Bey:"cut the bull shit I know you were listening mosey asses."

Kelly:"welllllllllll."

Bey:"wellllllllllll what?"

Michelle:"well what happened don't act dumb?"

Bey:"nothing happened Michelle."

Mikah:"why you always lying why you always lying oooooommmmyyy-(gco)"

Michelle:"I dare you to finish that sentence I dare you."

Mikah:"sorry."

Kelly:"girl are you ok cause I gotta go see my baby?"

Michelle:"Tim can wait your with your girls."

Kelly:"not that big ass baby my other baby Titan."

Bey:"yea I'm straight you can head home kells tell Titan and Tim I said hello."