F.A.M.E

Chapter 10

Bey pov

Me and jay were in the truck on the way back to the house and it was a calm quiet ride Lina like how they used to be when we were married.Neither one of us being mad at each other no yelling just us sitting and enjoying the moment.NO!beyonce you can't be in love him NO! I picked my head up off the window and looked over at jay and he was looking dead into my eyes.Thats when I saw it.I saw all the pain he'd been in I saw how bad he missed his family and most importantly I saw how much love he still had for me.Then he did the one thing I always hated for him to do when I was mad at him he licked his lips and I felt myself falling apart.I looked at Julius as he drove and then looked back at Jay and his eyes had moved down my body making me feel a little uncomfortable.

Julius:"Ma'am were here."

I looked out the window and then started opening my door I couldn't take Jay staring at me like that anymore.I walked up to my door and opened it once I was in I walked into the kitchen and froze in my tracks.I didn't realize how long I was there until I felt Jays body heat near me.

Bey:"What are those?"

Jay:"They look like flowers to me."

Bey:"Who are they from?"

Jay:"I don't know go look and see."

I turned around to see if he was showing any signs of them coming from him but I didn't see any.I walked over to the vase of flowers and I was immediately hit with the cologne that I only like on one person.I waked close enough to get the card out and I immediately knew the handwriting.

"Look bey I'm sorry about everything I'm here I'm back and I never loved Rihanna's she said that if I left her she would kill me and my family and I don't want anything to happen to you guys you know your the only thing I have left and if that means sacrificing my happiness to keep you guys safe I'll do it.There is one thing I don't want is for you to be mad at me anymore I love you with all of me and I'm very sorry."

I looked up from the card and Jay had a tear falling from his eye and I wiped the tears that had fallen from mine.I started walking over towards him and he started talking.

Jay:"Look bey everything I said in..(gco)."

I kissed him before I could even here what he had left to say and we stayed like that for a minute.I dropped the card out of my hand and wrapped my arms around his neck.Then his arms wrapped around my waist and he aggressively shoved his tongue into my mouth exploring to make sure everything was the way he left it.Thats when I felt his hands slide down to my butt and I was getting wetter by the second and it felt so good to have his lips on mine that I let out a slight moan.Then I gasped a little and we both started laughing.We pulled away from the kiss and rested out for heads on one another's as we looked into each other's eyes.I missed him more than I thought fuck what Rihanna's said I want my man back and it's so hard being mad at him I want him back I want his kisses every morning I want him to tell me how beautiful I am I don't care if I have to kill her first.

Jay:"I wanna be able to kiss you like I did when I was here I wanna be able to hold you late at night I wanna be able to make love to you I wanna be back with my WIFE I miss the shit out of you.I miss you yelling at me all the time I miss your raspy voice in the morning I miss telling you how beautiful you are and how lucky I am to have you."

Bey:"Then why did you cheat on me?"

Jay:"I don't know I was drunk and slightly high and I didn't know what I was doing and before I knew it she was treating to kill you and Rain so I had to stay with her."

I looked back and forth between his eyes searching for a little bit of a lie and I couldn't find one.

Rain:"Mom were home where are you?"