Let Me Love You

Flashback

Your P.O.V

Sunlight streaked in from the window, lighting up the room. You rubbed your eyes, attempting to sit up, but you looked down to see yourself restricted by a pair of arms. Your eyes traveled up, and you slightly gasped when you saw who was sleeping right next to you. In your bed. Jiyong. You started panicking, until you remembered why he was there. He followed you home, got what building you were in. You talked, and he kissed you. You touched your lips, remembering what his tasted like. Then you remembered why he was in your bed. The nightmare, the one you've had too many times. It just keeps replaying. It'll never really go away, will it? No, it won't. You've got the scars to prove it.

You grabbed Jiyong's arms, removing them from your waist, getting up to find Chelsea. Your bare feet padded along the floor as you walked into your sleeping friends room. Her phone was vibrating like crazy, must be a phone call. You walked over and looked, the caller I.D reading 'Vernon' with hearts by it. Chuckling to yourself, you answered. "Hey Vernon, its Rae. Chelsea is currently asleep, do I need to pass along a message?" He was silent for a few moments. "Do you think she'd go on a date with me tonight? I know its only your second night but.." He trailed off, hoping you'd say she'd love to. "Vernon, you know she would love to. I'll let her know for you." You could practically hear the smile in his voice. "Yes! Thank you, oh my gosh, thank you. Tell her I'll be there at 7, and tell her to dress casual. Rae, you're the best!" You laughed, saying it was no big deal. "Oh! And before I forget, Woozi won't shut up about you, can I pass your number along to him?" You blushed furiously, a huge smile spreading across your face. "Yes, that would be lovely!" You both said your goodbyes, and hung up the phone.

"What would be lovely?" You looked down, seeing Chels stretching and yawning. "Good, you're awake. You have a date with Vernon at 7, and dress casual. You're welcome." She sat up, obviously excited. "Yes! Rae you're the bestest friend ever, what would I do without you?!" She jumped on you, hugging you tight. "Oh, I don't know, perish, never get dates with cute guys, e.t.c." You joked, and she agreed. "So," she said, sitting up, "You never told me what would be lovely." She raised an eyebrow at you, your cheeks tinting a light pink. "Vernon mentioned that Woozi hasn't shut up about me, and hes giving Woozi my number." You looked at her, smiling. "YES RAE GET SOOOMMMEE!" She shouted, jumping up to run around the house. You laughed, and eventually joined her, the both of you screaming the chorus to One Direction's 'Live While We're Young'. "TONIGHT LETS GET SOME!" Chels screamed, looking at you to finish it. "AND LIVE WHILE WE'RE YOUNG!" you yelled, laughing.

"Who's getting some tonight?" You heard a deep voice from behind you, and your face went pale. You turned, looking at Jiyong. You had totally forgotten he was still sleeping. "Er, no one. Its just a song." You replied. There was an awkward silence for a while, and it was making you uncomfortable. "Hey Rae, can we talk? You know, alone." Jiyong said, staring at you. "I'm gonna get ready for my date anyways, chat away!" Chels yelled, continuing to sing under her breath. You sat down on the couch, waiting for him to join you. He didn't. "Rae. Listen, we don't know each other. Just each others names, and I think its better that way. I didn't want last night to happen. I was partially drunk, I wasn't thinking. So I'm gonna save you the trouble, alright? Bye Rae, see you around." He turned and walked out the door. Was he being serious? Your heart sunk, and you just walked into your room, laying in your bed, shoving your face into your pillow. It smelt like him. You sat up, checking your phone, finding 3 new messages.

'Hey Rae, its Woozi! I hope its okay Vernon gave me your number, I just really can't stop thinking about you.'
'Wow that was so weird and I'm so awkward I am so sorry.'
'Just text me when you get these, again, very sorry.'

You chuckled to yourself, and decided to call him. "HEY RAE! WOOZI YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS ON THE PHONE! HI MY NAME IS HOSHI IT IS SO NICE TO TALK TO YOU BUT LITTLE WOOZI IS VERY UPSET AT ME SO HERE HE IS!" You heard a thump, and someone yell 'Ow!'. "Rae! Sorry about that, and sorry about those texts earlier. Gosh, I'm just ruining this, aren't I?" He sighed. "No! No, not at all." You grinned. "Oh good, so um I was wondering, do you want to maybe, um hang out tonight? You can come over here and we can watch movies and-" He was rambling, and you thought it was adorable. "Woozi, I would love that." He gave you his address and told you to come over at 8. You said your goodbyes, and after you hung up, you felt your heart hurt again.