Chapter 8

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Jayce was leaning against his car when I drove into the parking lot of his apartment complex. His arms were folded, and his expression looked distant. I parked next to him and stepped out of the car.

"Hey." I said standing in front of him awkwardly. He didn't flinch the slightest and my anger got the best of me, I was about to punch him when he rushed himself and took me into a strong embrace. I was taken aback, my arms remained at my sides as Jayce hugged me.

"I'm sorry babe. I'm so sorry." Jayce whispered kissing my forehead, holding me tighter. I returned the gesture and wrapped my arms around his waist,leaning my head against his chest. This caused his heart to accelerate and wrap his arms completely around my body. It felt good having Jayce hold me the way he did. I closed my eyes simply enjoying the moment.

"I messed up Rhen." Jayce said, his heart racing in his chest and I could feel him almost trembling.

"Jayce." I said, stepping back from him. I looked into his eyes and they were black.

Jayce for the first time ever had a panicked expression on his face. His eyes evaded mine.
"Listen, I shouldn't have treated you the way I did yesterday, I know it was unfair of me and I'm sorry."

"You humiliated me in front of everyone." I said, suddenly feeling angry again.

The beautiful feeling of being in Jayce's arms was truly short lived. I knew Jayce and I could never have such a moment without a war following us closely behind. I braced myself, today I'd get my word out, even if it meant I would have to scream it out.

"I know." Jayce said, his eyes downcast.

"You hurt me."

"I know."

"You've once worn a dark blue shirt and nobody said the latter. There isn't a particular dress code and you know it. I've seen people at The Graveyard wearing deep purples or pinks and I take the hit for wearing jeans." I continued my rant.

"I know babe." He said, his eyes still not meeting mine.

"No, you don't know Jayce," I yelled out, feeling frustrated that he wasn't looking at me while I was telling him how I felt. "I cried trying to understand why you would be so cruel to me, over stupid clothes." I confessed, feeling slightly better afterwards.

He raised his eyes to finally meet mine and his face broke down.
"I-" Was all he managed as his throat hitched. His Adams apple bobbed up and down. His hand rose from his side and he cupped my cheek, brushing it with his thumb.
"I panicked," His voice was low and soft. "I was afraid that you'd changed on me."

"Clothes shouldn't define who I am for you. I should be able to wear anything and have you love me just the same." I said my tone matching his.

"I know." I refrained from rolling my eyes, he was back at it. Using a very non committal gesture.

"And after I explained-" I went on but was quickly cut off.

"I know alright," He snapped, removing his hand from my cheek and storming past me.

I followed him out of the parking lot. He was quick on his feet, he span around just as quickly, causing me to bump into him.

His hands immediately ran to the top of my arms as he kept me balanced. He continued. "Like I said I'm sorry. I had time to think about it and I-" He looked into my eyes. "Wanted to apologise."

I stepped closer to him and wrapped my arms around his neck, his arms wrapped around my waist, before he leaned forward to kiss me. I leaned up on my toes returning the kiss, remembering how good it felt to kiss him, it literally wasn't everyday that I got to kiss him.

It was evident that he too had missed this as he groaned under his breath.

"You want to get some coffee?" Jayce asked after we pulled apart from the kiss. I nodded and took his hand into mine. I smiled up at him and he returned one for me.

"Jayce what's wrong?" I asked as we walked to a coffee shop down the street from his apartment.

"Nothing." His eyes evaded mine again, proving to me that he was lying.

"Jayce." I urged.

"Can we just enjoy us for the moment. Let's not dwell on this. There's nothing wrong I promise."

"Okay." I said, simply because I too wanted to enjoy the moment. I moved closer to his side, letting him wrap an arm around my shoulder.

"We will have two black coffees and one vanilla muffin." Jayce said to the waiter and he awkwardly smiled at us and left.

Jayce looked distant and there was a slight frown on his face as he looked at me. Something was bothering him and I needed to know what it was.

"Jayce, I can't let it go. What's wrong?" I asked, itching to know what was eating my boyfriend up.

"Are you coming?" Jauce asked, deflecting.

"What?"

"Tonight at The Graveyard, to listen to my poetry session. Are you still coming?" Jayce repeated, more impatiently.

"Yes. Why wouldn't I? I know how important this is for you." I said putting my hand on his, he moved it away from mine. The broody expression still on his face.

"Who's car was that?" Jayce asked, very randomly in fact.

"My uncle's car. He lent it to me." I said, putting my hand - the one he had just rejected - on my lap, rubbing it against my thigh.

"Why do you have his car?" He narrowed his eyes at me.

"Well in case you haven't noticed, I don't necessarily have one of my own." I pointed out, rolling my eyes.

"How am I supposed to fetch you so that we can go to The Graveyard together? I mean you still have to help me practice. And I thought I'd come early and pick you up." Jayce spoke and my breath hitched in my throat.

Oh crap.

"About that I can't ,I promised Meghan I'd go watch her cheer at the game." I said sheepishly and Jayce clentched his jaw.

"What about me? I asked you weeks ago." He growled, making a fist on the table.

"I know but she's my best friend and I want to support her. I'll still have enough time to come watch you present your-" I tried but, well Jayce, of course wasn't the understanding type.

"And I'm your boyfriend, Rhen. I told I wanted you to hear it first." He growled.

The waiter brought our order, placing the two coffees and my muffin in front of us.

"Meghan is family and this is a first for her. But we can go now and I'll listen to you." I suggested. Jayce frowned, a sullen expression taking over.

"Leave it." He said, standing up from the table, he took out his wallet and placed a couple of notes on the table.

"Jayce don't do this. Please stay." I begged.

"I don't feel like coffee anymore." He said, glaring at me.

"Jayce."

"Just be there. " He said and walked out of the café. I would follow him out, really I would but his mind was made up. I cursed under my breath. Scolding myself for what just happened, we were coming along so well. I flagged the waitress to come over and I took my order to go.

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Author's Note : Thanks to everyone for reading and commenting it means a ton.

I can't wait to see what's gonna happen next. *silly face*

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