"No no please don't" i pleaded as I was kicked in the ribs, the pain was unbearable, between every breath I had I was struck once again
I didn't even know who they were. My eyes were sewn shut so tight with my own blood I was unable to open them, not that I would want to anyways, to come face to face with these blurred figures is something I never want to happen
After hours of crying, hours of laying in my own pool of blood, closing my eyes so tight that nothing was there anymore, I decided I needed to see, I needed to see where I was
I stumble onto my weak legs supporting myself by the nearest wall, my fragile arms were barely strong enough to lift my own weight, slowly opening my eyes I see nothing but darkness, a small window let in the tiniest bit of light, just enough for me to see my surroundings
Concrete everywhere, the walls, the floor, the steps, I was trapped... with no way to escape
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"16... It's day 16" the lonely silence I was accompanied by everyday was driving me insane, over and over I would remind myself of how long I have been here for, and occasionally I would count all of my scars, just to pass time.
The heavy door In front of me opened
"Want some food?" A quiet voice spoke to me from the doorway, as I looked up I realised it was the 'nice one' I guess you could say, he told me he was 19, forced into living with these people instead of being left on the streets, we have conversations, sometimes.
He said what these people do to me is sick and that if he ever had to hurt me he would take the pain him self.
I don't believe him
"Yes please" I eagerly take the food, not even caring how I look, I start shoving it in my mouth, I haven't eaten in 2 days
he looks at me with sadness in his eyes
"Ethan... My names Ethan" the metal door closes behind him
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"34, 34, 34" over and over I repeat while rocking backwards and forwards "it's been 34 days"
No matter where I touch on my body, I'm in complete pain, I wouldn't be surprised if my skin is no longer the light colour it once was
As the door opens, my eyes close, the light is so unfamiliar, and I am uncharted territory to the sunlight
"Hello" Ethan speaks
A faint smile expressed from my lips, too weak to speak
"The.. The others have gone out and you must feel terrible in here, fancy a hot bath?" He said in a small voice
I just sat there, I didn't know if this was a trick or not, honestly I was so scared
he took a couple steps towards me and I quickly moved back, my whole body started aching as soon as I moved
"I'm not going to hurt you.. Please trust me" he reached his hand out
A million thoughts were rushing through my head,
Is he going to hurt me?
Is this one of their cruel tricks?
Is he actually going to help me?
Slowly I reached out my hand and took his, it was so different, I'm used of rough hands abusing my fragile body but his were soft... almost welcoming
He wrapped his arms around my waist and helped me walk slowly out of the cold room onto the carpet just outside the door, it felt so amazing on my feet, like I was walking on the carpet at home.. just then a face flashed through my mind
Vic
Instantly I felt disgusting, someone else's arms were holding me and it wasn't vic, I took a big gulp but kept on walking
"Here we go, I'll let you get undressed" we approached the bathroom and he put the water on for me
"I-I'm to we-weak" I tried to speak
"It's Okayy, I will help you, that's if you feel comfortable?" His face softened
I nodded, taking a huge breath, hopefully he doesn't try to drown me
He left the room and closed the door behind him, I turned to the mirror and gasped at what I saw, my body was black and blue, I had small scars and cuts all over myself, I closed my eyes and let a tear fall, my eyes fell onto a small piece of metal sitting on the sink, I thought about it... but I decided not too just incase Ethan sees, as hard as it was to resist the urge, I did it and I felt somewhat proud of myself
Getting undressed was a mission but I managed, Ethan walked back in with what looked like the softest towel.
I felt very exposed, probably because I was naked, but he didn't seem to mind, he didn't even look me up and down, he just placed his hands around my boney body and directed me to the water.
he was so gentle helping me into the bathtub, slowly watching where he touched me, making sure the water wasn't too hot, carefully massaging the shampoo through my hair
"Ill let you soak up the warm water for a little while, I'll be back soon" he
lightly touched me on the shoulder and stepped out of the room
Why was he treating me like this?
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Ethan helped me get dressed, he fed me proper food and then helped me back to the room that I dreaded
Soon enough the others were back and I was terrified.
"I missed you" A cruel look spreaded over all threes men's faces as they came towards me.
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I lay there motionless sobbing into the wet concrete, I'm aching even more that i was before
I can't do this anymore, I can't keep replaying the day over and over again
This is torture and there's only one way to end it
Carefully I pull out the small piece of metal from my torn up clothes and placed it to my wrist
"I love you vic Fuentes" a tear rolls down my cheek
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You're perfect to me (Vic Fuentes fanfic)
Fanfiction"Please don't hurt yourself again" he said as he kissed the scars on my wrist "you're worth more then that" ~ Sometimes when you think your at your worst, like things couldn't ever get better, life will surprise you ~ Vic changed madi's life forever...
