You're perfect to me (Vic Fuentes fanfic)

Who could love a girl with scars?

Madi POV
I breathed out a breath I didn't know I was holding as I watched the blood trail out of my wrists, in a way I felt guilty knowing vic was just downstairs, waiting for me to finish my shower but I couldn't help but punish myself, I hate myself, everything about myself I hate and the blade was practically screaming at me to cut myself, and I let it win

I rolled my sleeves down and put my blade away before travelling downstairs to see vic comfortably sitting on the couch, he smiled at me and motioned me to sit next to him

"Feel better?" He asked
"Mhm" I said quietly, plastering on a fake smile

I sat down next to him and after a while I realised I had snuggled in next to him, my head was rested on his chest and he had his arms wrapped around me
I didn't even mind and it seemed like he didn't either, I smiled to myself before I slowly fell asleep in his arms

*next morning*

Vic had left for a band rehearsal so I was bored just hanging around the house.
Before long I decided to go out
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I didn't have much money so I just bought a coffee and walked around town, admiring everything around me, I felt free like nothing could bother me, the cool breeze brushed past my face making me shiver but I didn't mind the environment was beautiful, I felt happy

Looking around and something caught my eye, vic

What was he doing?
He was with a girl, hugging her, instantly I felt betrayed, I don't even know why, we weren't even together but he lied to me, so much for a band rehearsal

Vic POV
We had a quick band rehearsal and then my phone rang and her name flashed on my screen
'Danielle'

I had no idea what she wanted so I hung up on her and got into my car, she rang again and this time I answered
"What do you want?" I said in an unfriendly tone, but truth is I didn't want to talk to her after what she did

"I just wanted to talk" she replied

"Why?" I snapped back

"Can we just talk, please, meet me down town" she said quickly before she hung up

debating on whether to go and meet her or not I decided I would so she could leave me alone afterwards, before long I saw her sitting at a table alone, I took a long breath in and walked over to her

"Hey" I said awkwardly
She jumped up and hugged me straight away, not knowing exactly what to do I pulled away and instantly madi flashed through my mind, I was supposed to get home to her

"So.....I was thinking I'm sorry for everything that happened and I wanted to start over again, me and you forever?" She stated quickly

"As in a couple?" I replied confused
"Uh, yeah" she gave me a weird look
"No" I said quickly
"What?" She snapped back
"No, I don't want you, not after what you did"
"No you can't do this! Vic we are supposed to be together!" She raised her voice
I put my drink down and started walking back to my car, I already had enough of her
"Don't walk out on me vic or you'll regret it!! Vic!!" She screamed at me as I walked away, bitch
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Madi POV
I was angry, how was I supposed to live with him when he was with another girl, god knows what they would do if he bought her home
I ran my hands through my hair and breathed out heavily before running upstairs and packing my things, so many thoughts were going through my mind like,
where would I go?
What would I do?
Who would be there for me?
What would happen to me?
Anxiety started to kick in as my breathing started to get heavier, I rushed into the bathroom and swallowed a few pain killers to calm myself down but nothing was working, all of a sudden I heard the door open and close, I closed my eyes and muttered to myself 'shit'

"Madi? You home" I heard vic's voice from downstairs, I was stuck in one place I know he would catch me trying to leave and I didn't know how to act, and just as I called it he walked through the bedroom door and instantly stopped looking at me and the suitcase
"What's going on?" He said quietly
"Uh...well" I stuttered
"Are you leaving? Why?" He said quickly
"Well at the café I saw you with another girl and I just thought I shouldn't be here if you have a girlfriend and I just-"
He cut me off
"No, no she's not my girlfriend-"
"I saw you hugging her vic, what was that?" I looked him in the eyes, I don't even know why I was so mad I just was
"She hugged me" he replied
"Yeah right" I turned back to the suitcase and continued packing, he grabbed my wrist and made me jump at the pain, instantly he pulled my sleeve up

"Madi......why?" he asked quietly

I shook my head and mumbled
"Don't worry..."

"No I am worrying! God damn it! Can you just tell me why??" He raised his voice

I put my head up and looked him in the eyes
"Why do you even care?"

"Madi you don't understand how much you mean to me" he grabbed my hands gently and continued "and I didn't realise it before, but I'm pretty sure I'm in love with you"

I was startled at his response, and of course I love him too, I mean I think I do, I just don't want my feelings to take over, but as usual my attitude kicked in, in hope that it'll save me from admitting my feelings, I grabbed my suitcase and replied
"Who could love a girl with scars?" Before walking out the door