You're perfect to me (Vic Fuentes fanfic)

Normality

Madi POV

After hugging, crying, kissing and even more hugging, vic settled into the idea that I was actually here and he didn't need to have me practically attached to him the whole time.

I was just sitting on Tony's couch and it became the most comfortable thing in the world, maybe because of where I had been all this time and now that I finally felt something other then concrete I was in awe, I could of stayed there forever

Vic bought me a cup of tea, I clasped my hands around the warm cup letting the steam rise and warm my face up, only after taking a sip I realised it was just ordinary tea, my memories of Ethan came back, the English breakfast tea he used to make me most days, I didn't want to stray from that for some reason.. I wonder how he is, whether he's alright

"You okay?" Vic noticed my emotionless stare into thin air, it took me a while to change my focus from Ethan back to vic, I closed my eyes, let out a small smile and nodded, I was fine
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*LATER THAT NIGHT*

I felt so safe, I always feel safe when I'm in his arms, I closed my eyes and snuggled closer to him, my mind trailed back to earlier, I held the tears back and breathed in deep

His arms tightened around my body as he spoke up

"Madi? You awake?"

"Yes" I whispered

"I love you" he kissed my neck

"I love you too" I turned my head slightly so our lips came in contact, I missed this, I missed being away from him, I never want to be away from him ever again.

Our kiss ever so slightly roughened, I wrapped my arms around his neck and he pulled my body closer to his, his lips trailed down to my neck, finding my sweet spot, causing me to let out a small moan, cupping my breasts he continued to kiss me from my neck, in between my boobs and all the way down to my underwear line, I pulled him back up to my face and we continued to make out, his hands made his way to my back and he unclipped my bra, flicking it to the other side of the room, I let out a small giggle and helped him remove his shirt, I started to ever so slightly grind on him, just enough to tease him, instantly he got hard and I just smiled feeling proud of what I accomplished, eventually all our clothes were on the floor and all I wanted was him, inside of me, I was ready this time, nothing was holding us back and I wanted it more than ever, he started to kiss up and down my inner thighs, causing me to throw my head backwards and breath in deep, I felt him position himself before he whispered in my ear

"Gosh you're so beautiful"

I closed my eyes and breathed in deep, I wasn't sure how this was all going to feel, it was my first time, Ive prepared myself for the worst but I know it's going to be perfect, just because of the simple fact that it's with vic, nothing could be anymore perfect.

"Ready?" He whispered slowly

"Mhm" I bit my lip in anticipation

And then it happened, it was nothing like I had ever imagined, I couldn't quite explain it but the feeling quickly turned from unfamiliar to painful in a matter of seconds

I clawed my nails into his back, gosh it hurt but I mean what was I to expect?
Vic let out a small groan because I was piercing his skin but he continued inside me,
and then everything changed, in a matter of seconds, it was wonderful, I threw my head back and continued to enjoy every second of it.
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*THE NEXT MORNING*

Vic left a while ago to go to the studio, I was half woken up with a kiss on my forehead before he left but I then fell back asleep,
deciding to actually get up this time I sat on the edge of my bed for a bit, just thinking about the day, I wasn't gonna let what has happened the last few months change my mood everyday and my perspective on everything, I wasn't gonna let it change me, so I decided to do what normal people do and that's just live there day as it goes

I got up and had a shower, picked out a comfortable outfit and set out to find a small cafè for breakfast in hope to find some ice cream along the way aswell

As soon as I stepped outside the cool air brushed against my face, it was a relief to be honest, I breathed in deep, being outside is wonderful, probably one of my favourite things to do when I'm stressed, I felt free walking down the footpath, counting my steps as I walked, I didn't necessarily feel in danger but there was that small thought at the back of my mind, reminding myself to be careful

I found a small cafè shop, it had little stools out the front, the view of the beach and the trees ever so slightly rustling in the wind, the inside smelt like fresh coffee and cinnamon, it was so welcoming, I spent most of my morning there just soaking up the slither of normality in my life

A waitress approached me at my table and delivered a cup of tea i hesitated but then slowly said thank you and exchanged a smile unsure of why she handed this to me, I didn't order it, looking around trying to figure out who did this for me, I picked up the cup and instantly I was calmed by the scent, the smell that reminded me of the days when I wasn't locked away, the English tea, Ethan.

My neck snapped around so quick I'm surprised it didn't snap, I scanned the small cafè trying to see him but he wasn't there, my eyes were shifting all over, moving so quickly from each corner of the room, hoping to get a glance of him, a part of me wanted to see him so bad but then another part of me arose, the part that I had been telling myself all morning, be careful.

I grabbed some money out of my pocket, placed it on the table, grabbed my coat and left,  I was picking up pace walking down the footpath although I'm not entirely sure why, I didn't know whether to stay or go, so many thoughts were running through my head at once and then that's when I saw him, his blondish, ever so slightly brown hair, the way he stood like he was always expecting something, his neat yet raggy clothes that somehow always looked good on him, I inhaled sharp, my first thought was to turn around and run but my other thought was to run up to him, I closed my eyes and just continued forward, slowly opening them and focusing on him as I got closer, the familiarity hit me, his smell, his smile, his hair, and his voice ...

"Madi"