Chapter 13

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Kat's POV

After what seemed like hours at the park I eventually went back to Anasia's house. As I was walking past my place I snuck in and grabbed some clothes. When I went downstairs Anthony was sitting on the couch.

"We need to talk...Please just open up to me" He begged. Standing up to come closer to me.

"No, I just need to think. There is so much going on and right now it is just one stressful thing after another. I need to think. Please let me go" I whispered to him. backing away from his approach I walked out of the house. With my clothes in hand I walked back to Ana's house. I didn't bother doing anything just walked to my bed and went straight to sleep. I was so emotionally and physically stressed. I knew I loved him but just being with him in this short period of time I was not happy. Before I did anything crazy I decided to wait until the morning to talk to Ana about what to do.

             "Good Morning..." He whispered in my ear. I smiled at the sound of his voice and the feel of his lips against my ear. I rolled over so I was half laying on him. "Good Morning" I responded back. "I love you Kat." He said and then kissed me. At the feel of the kiss I jumped up with a pounding heart. I didn't realize where I was until I saw Ana on her bed sleeping, Putting my hand over my heart I took a few really deep breaths. It was a dream, Just a dream I kept chanting in my head. Oh I wanted it to happen, I wanted this to be real not just a dream. Could I deal with all the stresses that come with his love? If there was any? He didn't love me, I knew it, I guess I was just dreaming he did. I sat up and held my legs to my chest. Putting my chin on my knee's I let a single tear escape my eye's. I must have fallen back asleep because I woke up to an arm around me. Hugging me to her chest I cried. If you knew me, You knew, I. Didn't. Cry.

"It's ok, Just let it out babe. I am here for you, Always" I nodded into her shoulder. We sat that way for what seemed like a while.

"I think you need to talk to him now..." She said quietly. I almost couldn't hear her.

"No...I mean I can't..." I trailed off not knowing what to say next.

"Come on, I'll go with you. Lets get ready to go and then we can walk over. But you need to talk to him. I can't stand seeing you like this. You can not live 3 more weeks with him crying every time you talk." She said to me sweetly.

                       We got ready after I agreed and slowly walked to my house. Ana walked in first. I heard from behind her.

"Kat! Oh Hi Anasia..." He sounded so sad and pained to see it wasn't me. "What are you doing here?"

"I am here to be a Ref. You and Kat are going to talk through your issues and then decide if you can stand each other for the next 3 weeks." She explained. I chose that moment to walk in. When we locked eyes I chocked back tears. Not now, GOD! when had I become such a pansy?

"Kat-" I shook my head before he could finish saying my name.

"k, Seeing as neither of you actually know what to say, I am going to start you out." Anna announced.

"Kat, Tell him everything that you told me, I don't care if you don't want to just do it. Then when she is done you do the same thing Mr. Booth Ok?" She asked, We both nodded out heads and I sat down.

"Ok, I am going to be brave here and say what I really wanna say to you. Then when we are done here, I am going to go and get my bags" I explained. Sighing I continued on. "I love you, I want to stay here with you, But there is so much stress and confusion that came with you that I just don't know if i can take it anymore." I started tearing up halfway through it and was now curled up on the couch.

"Katerina, Please don't cry. There is no need Please tell me why you think that." He urged me to talk.

"Because every damn conversation we have turns into something, We have Aiden at school. Then our drama here at home. I can't get away from it, Then I have these feelings that just came WAY to fast that I can't handle it!" I chocked out, Still crying. He got up and sat next to me. Pulling me onto his lap he forced me to look at him. I avoided eye contact by looking at his forehead.

"Look at me" He commanded. When I looked down into his eyes I saw that they were gentle, caring.

"I love you so much, It pains me to be away from you. I don't care how cheesy any of this sounds its the truth. I never thought of you like this until we both stupidly got drunk. That night you were missing at the bridge, I was so scared that I had lost you or something, When I heard that Aiden ruined your life by forcing you to live with me it hurt. I admit it, It hurt. But I don't care now. As long as you're mine, We can take it slow, Act like we aren't married anything you want." I was shocked, I never expected any of this. I sat there with my mouth open, I then stood up. It wasn't happening at all.

"No, No this canno't be happening, Love this soon just doesn't happen." I put my hands in my hair stressing out. Ana came up to me and took me in her arms.

"Let it happen girly, Let it happen." She whispered in my ear. She then stepped away and walked out the door. (A/N guys sorry for the super cheesy stuff, I am drugged up on my pain pills(Broke my ankle) and I feel bad about like sucking 5 votes out of you guys and then not uploading right away so thus I have this sorry if it sucks or not haha)
I stood their awkwardly until he walked up right in my face. He was so tall that my chest was pressed into the top of  his abdomen. This time I didn't avoid his gaze, Looking at him right in the eyes.

"So what are we going to do now?" He asked me, Hell like I knew!

"Why don't we watch a movie or something...Then we can go grab some food?" I suggested.

"Sure, What do you wanna watch?" He asked me. I suggested that we watched Burlesque.

"Are you kidding me? Burlesque?" He laughed at me.

"What! It's my favorite movie" I defended myself, while ducking my head and blushing. He just laughed and pulled me on the couch with him. Grabbing a blanket off the back of the couch and sitting on opposite sides. He pulled me up to him and I leaned on him. then it struck me, What was he doing home? He had school today. I voiced my thoughts to him.

"What are you doing home anyway? You had school today." I only had one class today which was English so I was just not going to go. While Anna didn't have any, Oh the glory of being a senior.

"I didn't feel like going today." He said shrugging his shoulders. I didn't question him, Just laughing.

"You are such a bad role model for me" I said chuckling.

"And?" He countered. I just smiled up at him and snuggled into his side. Why not make the most of it. While we were waiting for the movie to start we sat in a comfortable silence. Who would ever think by how i looked yesterday that this would have happened.

"So are you going to beach day?" He asked me suddenly. I wasn't planning to, seeing as I wasn't comfortable in my own skin. Anna had been trying to convince me otherwise but she had given up.

"Why are you?" I asked avoiding his question.

"I was thinking about it...I mean all of the girls at the school want me to seeing as I am soooo hot." I just laughed at him. 

"Of course you are. And I might go..." I said not really giving him a definite yes or no. He didn't have time to respond because the movie started and I shushed him. What have I gotten myself into?

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Ok guys, I hope you like it, I am on Vicodin right now cause earlier today I shattered my ankle. and so I am kinda loopy, sorry for the cheesyness and If it happens too soon for them to admit I still hope U liked it. Thanks!

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