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Erica and Cyn Talk About Acceptance

*1 month later*

Erica

It's been a month and I am two months now. I am starting to get a little stomach. King is excited and I'm happy. I have been slowly talking to Cyn again and it's been great. She isn't fooling with me when it comes to this baby. She won't talk to the baby or nothing. It was a drunken mistake and honestly I wish I was sound enough to have known Shad was the one that I had sex with. Right now I am focusing on getting Cyn back and maybe we can be a family and maybe she will except this baby as our own. I want Cyn to be apart of this baby's life but that might not be happening

Cyn

So it's been a month and Erica and I are slowly getting back to us. We moved in together but she is in the guest room. Oh wait y'all don't know....We bought us a house in Manhattan, New York and we are living the life. King is loving the fact that we are together under one roof. Shad comes to NY to take Erica to her appointments cause she knows I won't take her or stay. That's they baby and that's they responsibility. I know she is trying to get me comfortable with being a mother to that baby but I just don't know. I honestly don't know. I really am torn between the two.

Erica: Cyn you want to talk now

Cyn: Sure Erica fine

Erica: Look I am truly sorry for everything and I want to be with you and I want us to have that family.

Cyn: I do too E

Erica: We can be a family

Cyn: How

Erica: Try to except this baby is the first step

Cyn: This baby is not apart of me E

Erica: King isn't and you excepted him

Cyn: I know

Erica: Except this baby as your own too

Cyn: It's gonna be extremely hard

Erica: I know but for me and King....TRY

Cyn: I just...gco

Erica:*kissing Cyn passionately*

Cyn: Damn

Erica: Try

Cyn: Okay

Erica: I love you Cyn.....More than words can describe

Cyn: I love you too E

Erica: Cyn I love you more than words can describe. We have both have our fair share of fuck ups and I know we always forgive. I want you to except this baby as your own because you love me enough to do it. I loved when King adapted to you quickly. He loved you and you loved him and that brought tears to my eyes. I want you to except this baby even though you had no parts to the conception.

Cyn: Erica I hear what you are saying and I'm trying but everytime I try I go back to that place of you and him having sex and you got pregnant.

Erica: Cyn we can do this at your speed okay

Cyn: Okay Erica

Erica: I don't want to lose you and I know you will except this baby

Cyn: Yeah it's gonna take some time but maybe I will

Erica: I love you okay and King loves you and this baby will love you

Cyn: This baby won't have my name

Erica: I know and I'm sorry okay

Cyn: Let's go and do something with King

Erica: Okay