A NU Route For HER

New Year's Eve

Erica
Christmas was a disaster and that's partly my fought. The kids are asking questions and I can't lie to them but I can't keep things from them too. Cyn and I are no longer together and I must admit it's driving me insane. Maybe I went too far as to filing for full custody and not listening to Cyn. I should let Cyn explain. Then again I was a jerk to her and I feel like she may not speak to me. I was harsh by saying she will never see her boys again. They need her and she needs them. I will call ma Jenn and see where she is. Honestly I wouldn't hate Cyn for not talking to me though. She is everything you would want in a partner. Why couldn't I just hear her out

Albee: Ready for the New Year

Erica: Yeah

Albee: You don't seem like it....What are you thinking about

Erica: Cyn

Albee: Talk to her sis

Erica: She wouldn't want to talk to me even if she wanted to

Albee: You don't know that E

Erica: I know enough Al

Albee: You'll be surprised sis

Erica: Whatever man....I'm going to go and walk around the beach

Albee: Call her and talk to her E

Erica: Al she doesn't want to talk to me

Albee: Whatever you say E

Erica: Please drop it

Albee: Okay fine....I guess I'll be here watching the kids

Erica: That's a good uncle

Albee: Whatever E *laughing*

Erica:*opens the door*

*Meanwhile with Cyn*

Cyn
New Year's Eve and I am single. Erica won't let me see my kids. I know Alex is my son and I gave birth to him. King is like that with me if the roles were reversed. Look Erica means the world to me. My friends have been giving me some great advice and I must admit that it has done some good. I am currently getting ready to go and run some errands. I want Erica and I to at least be friends for the sake of our kids so I can see them and hug them and love them and kiss them and just enjoy them being in my life. They are my life. Erica is my life. Who knew one pic could turn a family upside down. Anyways let me go and do this quick errand right quick

Cyn:*walks up to a door as the door opens*

Erica: Cyn

Cyn: Hey E

Erica: What are you doing here

Cyn: I came to see you

Erica: Why

Cyn: I want to talk

Erica: Come walk with me right quick

Cyn: Okay

Erica and Cyn leave and walk towards the beach

Cyn: Erica that picture you saw was from a long time ago maybe not a long time ago maybe the  beginning of the year

Erica: Why would someone send that picture to your mom and not to me

Cyn: I don't know Erica....Look I never cheated on you....I love you too much and the thought of me with someone else and not with you was hard for me. I struggled just being with Ray

Erica: Why is that Cyn

Cyn: All I thought about was you......No matter if I wanted to forget you or not I still thought about you