Cyn
So Ray and I are going to St. Lucia and we will be there with some friends. Ray and I are together and we are good. After I read that letter I gotta admit I wanted to walk away and go to Erica. I know I have to move on but she always does something to bring me back to that place. So I am using this trip to figure out some things. I love Erica but she's engaged and she wants this for her and for King. Yet it seems like she's trying to get me back. Anyways I'm getting ready to go to the room and chill.Holly: Cyn I'm so glad you could make it
Cyn: I'm glad to be here
Holly: This is gonna be a great trip
Cyn: Yeah
Holly: What's wrong Cyn
Cyn: Nothing
Holly: You don't want to be here do you and then your with Ray
Cyn: My mind is somewhere else Holly
Holly: Where
Cyn: Erica
Holly: Please not her again
Cyn: Look it's fine....I rather not talk about it anyways
Holly: Something is bothering you
Cyn: Erica wrote some letters to me but she never sent them and I found them in her house when I was over there visiting Ma Sonia and King
Holly: What did the letters say
Cyn: Mostly about her screw ups and working on us but she gave me a letter recently and when I read it, it brought tears to my eyes
Holly: Really
Cyn: Why couldn't she have just gave me the letters then
Holly: She knew she lost you for good so she didn't think it was necessary
Cyn: I felt like I was listening to Jazzy speak to me and not Erica Mena
Holly: Wow....It was deep huh
Cyn:*pulls out the letter* Read it
Holly:*grabs the letter and reads it* Wow Cyn this is deep as hell......You need to talk to her
Cyn: What is there to talk about
Holly: Your feelings for that girl Cyn
Cyn: She's getting married and plus she doesn't need me
Holly: Cyn
Cyn: Holly
Holly: Whatever man *walking away*
Cyn:*lays down on the bed*
Ray:*comes in* Cyn
Cyn: Yes Ray
Ray: You good
Cyn: I'm fine Ray
Ray: You want to be here with me Cyn
Cyn: What are you talking about Ray
Ray: You seem to be some place else Cyn
Cyn: I'm fine okay
Ray: Fine
Cyn: Drop it Ray please
Ray: Okay I will
Cyn: Look Cyn I love you and I want to be with you.....That's what you was about to say to me Ray
Ray: How did you know
Cyn: I'm not stupid Ray
Ray: I didn't say you was Cyn
Cyn: Can you leave me alone for a couple of hours
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A NU Route For HER
FanfictionThis story is a fanfiction and it's starting this year before Valentine's Day!!!! Erica and Cyn are with Shad Moss and Ray and the title is based off what we have seen from them as fans!!!! From the Clothing Line to Mary and Cyn not being friends to...