A NU Route For HER

Erica and Cyn Have Their Talk

*the next day*

Erica
I am on my way home to see Cyn and make sure she's good. I love that woman more than anything and losing her would impact my life forreal. I can't lose her because she is my world. The kids can't be split up because their mothers aren't together. I can't do that to them. I won't do that to them. Watching them sleep makes me miss Cyn more because they all have her way of sleeping. Cuddled up next to me and her when they in the bed. I miss her so much

Erica:*watching old videos of her and Cyn*

King: Mommy

Erica: Yes King

King: You okay

Erica: I'm fine King

King: You sure

Erica: Yes King.....Go back to bed

King: It's okay to miss mama

Erica: I know

King: You and mama will work this out

Erica: You know what......You are too smart for me

King: Well I have two smart mommies

Erica: That you do

King: Night mommy

Erica: Night son

*meanwhile with Cyn*

Jenn: Hey baby girl

Cyn: Hey mom

Jenn: You good

Cyn:*sitting down* I miss my kids

Jenn: I'm sure they miss you too and Erica

Cyn: Please don't start with Erica

Jenn: What's wrong Cyn....You were good when it came to her and now you don't want to talk about her

Cyn: It's complicated

Jenn: Your mourning baby....Your blaming Erica now and that's apart of the process

Cyn: She pushed me mom

Jenn: I know and yes she was stupid for doing that but Cyn she loves you

Cyn: I told her to calm down cause her anger makes her do crazy shit

Jenn: Look your coping and if blaming Erica is your way of coping then do it

Cyn: Fine mom *gets up and walks out the front door and sits on the porch*

Jason: What's going on Jenn

Jenn: She's at the stage of blame Erica

Jason: Oh

Jenn: Go out there and talk to her

Jason: Okay babe *walks outside to where Cyn was* Hey baby girl

Cyn: What did mom send you out to talk to me

Jason: I came out here on my own Cyn

Cyn: I should be enjoying my pregnancy instead I am mourning the loss of my child

Jason: Everyone makes mistakes baby girl and Erica made a big one no doubt but she is putting herself down because of it

Cyn: She needs to feel bad

Jason: Don't say that Cyn....Everything you are saying is out of anger

Cyn: The point is she caused me to lose a life and now I can't give her child