The next morning you wake up to hundreds of texts and missed calls from Calum.
"I'm so sorry babe I'm in tears I can't believe I did that to you I hope this is all a bad dream xxxx"
"I miss you so much xxxx"
"Please don't ignore me xxxx"
"I love you xxxx"
"This is all my fault xxxx"
"I'll never forgive myself xxxx"
"Please just text me back? xxxx"
"Your perfect xxxx"
"Your my everything xxxx"
"I know you love me, you've said it to me before xxxx"
"Please come back xxxx"
"I miss you so much xxxx" Before you read them all you just delete them, then go on to delete every voicemail before you listen to them. Then you get a text from Luke.
"Hey it's Luke, I got your number from Calum's phone, I read all the messages, he's crying, I've never seen him like this before, you don't have to see Calum just please meet me? x" The message makes you cry, but you reply:
"Okay meet me at mine now? x"
"I just ran out the door x" he text back. You put on a jumper and jeans and watch TV while you anxiously wait for Luke. When he knocks on the door, you jump up and hug him.
"Is he upset I didn't text back?" Luke didn't answer he just video called Ashton and he snuck his phone around the corner of the door into Calum's room to show you what he was doing. He was sat on his bed crying into your pillow while he listened to your favourite song. You started crying and made Luke end the call.
"Please come back he misses you so much." Luke said. You cry and nod your head. Luke takes you back to Ashton's while he lists all the things Calum said about you, which only made you cry more. When you get in you're quiet, Calum is in the sitting room staring at the TV, but not paying any attention when he looks at Luke he says
"She hates me doesn't she?" His voice broke as he said it. You step inside, and his face lights up. He runs and hugs you, you stand while he hugs you for a bit, then eventually put your arms around him too. He breaths out and pulls out when you do.
"I love you so much, and I hate myself for what I did to you." He says, you nod your head not wanting to say you love him too even though you want to so bad. He looks at your forehead, there's a big blue bruise, and it's a bit swollen.
"Lets go for a walk" you say stepping back out the door.
"You don't love me back anymore do you?" He says concerned. You look up at him with tears in your eyes. He hugs you and starts singing in your ear. His voice was perfect, but it was so hard to forget the anger in his eyes when he pushed you. You pull away, but continue walking with him.
"I really am so sorry (y/n). You know I would never normally do that." He tells you for the 100th time.
"Well if I hadn't kissed the boys you wouldn't be upset with me, and we'd be in bed right now" you say emotionless.
"You were drunk, I kissed Michael last time we had drinks." You smile a little.
"I love you (y/n)" you don't look at him.
"Well maybe we just went too fast "you suggest
"Fast is good for us" he says. You turn and continue walking.
"I don't think so Calum"
"Okay we'll take it slow, ANYTHING, just please (y/n). I love you"
"I don't think so Calum" You arrive at the park where you first kissed. Calum walks in and sat on the see-saw.
