I was woken by my annoying alarm going off at 7 in the morning.
I got up, ready for my last day of school before I move to England and leave everything behind.
I'm so scared to go into school, my heart is pumping faster than ever....
I make myself some toast and slowly walk out of the door as i knew it would be the last time i would ever walk out my house for school again.
I see my mom out on the drive with a few boxes in her hands ready for the last bit of packing.
My mom and my dad are the last people I want see right now, but all they are thinking about is my dad and his new job.
They haven't even asked if I wanna leave Paris; i'm going to lose everything I've got here!
I've been in Paris since I was born and i'm not ready to leave just yet, my life is here and its really unfair that i have to go because of my dads stupid new job.
I can't wait until I'm a proper adult and can move back to Paris and get my own apartment with my best mate Sam.
I'm losing the most important people of my life, Sam and Tommy.
Tommy is my boyfriend and he is so good to me all he wants is for me to be happy, which i'm not at the moment.
I love Tommy, and wont stop loving him. All I see and want is me and Tommy to be together in the future but as I am moving away we have ended the relationship. Well when i said we, i actually meant me, he begged me not to end it but I didn't want make it a long distance relationship, i wouldn't be able to cope with that. Even though it was so hard to tell him it was over, it had to be done.
