I drop the letter on the floor and then my body dropped soon after.
Tears fill up in my eyes!
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"I haven't go in" I said crying
"What" my mom said getting upset
"I haven't got in, mom, I haven't got in! what am I going to do?" I sniff and wipe my eyes
"I will phone the collage!" she said
"No...theres...point!" I said slowly
"I will ask, Ally!" my mom said trying to keep strong for me
"No, mom, please don't" I said still on my knees
My mom walked away, while getting her phone out!
I know she would still phone, even if I said not to; but that's what parents do?
I try to get up but my feet are useless!
I cruel to the kitchen and eventually get back on my feet with help by a chair.
I get up the stairs and go into my room, then I text Beau the bad news!
'Hi Beau, I have had my letter through for my collage.........' I typed
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I didn't get a reply until half an hour!
'Oh hi, Ally, soooo what did they put on the letter?' Beau put
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I was to scared to tell her!
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'I don't want any fuss! Okay!'
'Okay! promise'
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'I didn't get in! :..(' I typed
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'Oh I'm sorry, whys that?' Beau typed back
I didn't reply because I got really upset!
To take my mind of it, I watched the tv with Ben; but that didn't work.
I was thinking, how is my life of being an adult going to ever work?
"Ally" Ben said
"Yes" I replied
"Do you need a Hug?" Ben asked
Well that wasn't normal for him to ask that?
"Yes, but what do you want?" I asked
"Okay, I want my little sister to be happy!" Ben smiled
"Thank you!" I said
I lent over and had a cuddle of my big brother, we haven't hugged in ages!
I fell a sleep in his arms, I felt like I was a little baby again because when I was little he used to put me in his lap and we used to fall a sleep!
When I woke up, I went up to my room, and climbed into my bed and then my mom walked in.
"Ally" my mom carefully said
"Yes mom!" I said turning over
"I know why you didn't get into the collage" she said
"How?" I asked
"I phoned them" she replied
"You phoned the collage! I told you not I, mom!" I shouted
"I know but you now I had to Ally and you really needed to know why!" She said
I turned over so I wasn't facing her!
"I'm going to tell you anyway!
They said you were next in the collage, well after about 100 pupils but you where 101 on the list! they said they really wanted you in but the council chosen not them, unfortunately! Sorry Ally!" my mom said
"Go away! ............Please!" I said
"Okay" my mom said walking out the room
"Wait mom, don't go" I said crying
"Okay" she said
"Can I have a cuddle please!" I said
"Yes of corse darling" my mom said
So me and mom had a cuddle and we both fell a sleep until the next morning.
