When I got home I pushed my hair up and made my make-up neater!
Then we headed of to see the coca-cola van!
On the way I has a text of Beau saying...
'Ally, it's bad news'
'Whats is, what's a matter' I typed worried
'Its Will, he died!' beau typed
'No, oh my... I'm really sorry' I typed
I didn't get a reply.
"Mom, can you drop me at the hospital please!" I shouted
"What why" she replied
"Because, beaus baby Will, he died today!" I said with tears in my eyes
My mom whipped tears from her face.."yes ok, how's beau?" my mom asked
"Well how do you think she mom!" I said
"I know, I now!" she said
"Well put your foot down!" I shouted
When we finally got there, I jumped out and ran to the third floor!
"Beau" I shouted
She turned her head and I could see where she has been crying because her face was red and puffy and there was black mascara all down her face!
"You came!" she replied
"Course I did, chick" I smiled
"Thank you!" Beau said
"No worries, are you okay" I said crying
"No not really!" Ally said crying
"I'm sorry, how Regan?" I asked
"It's not you fault and he's with Will he won't leave him!
He just can't believe what's happened, well none of us can really!" Ally said crying her eyes out
"I know, I can't but why and how?" I asked trying to say it so she doesn't get anymore upset
"Well when he was born he had to I on the life machine thing because he was a premature baby and he did come of it and he it better. But he caught a cold a few days later, and he got really i'll really fast and then he had to go back the life machine and he really struggle to breathe because his n..n..nose" Beau said as she felt to the floor crying
"No stop please, you don't have to say it!" I said trying to keep strong for Beau
I bent down and we where hugging on the floor.
"Beau, what's a matter" he said while running I see if beau was alright
"Yes I'm fine" Beau said sniffing
"Come here" Regan said opening his arms
While they where hugging and kissing I went to see Will for the last time.
I saw him in his little incubator with a little nappy on.
I started to cry.
I walked up to him and put my hand through the hole and held his hand, a few tears ran down my cheek, it made me think about me and jack, for when we grow older and when we have kids!
"What you doing!" Regan shouted
"I..i" I said while taking my hand out the box
"Don't worry he is just upset that's all" Beau said upset
"I know I'm sorry for snapping!" Regan said while crying
"I'm sorry but I'm going to have to take him now" the doctor said
"Where are you taking him?" Regan asked
"I'm sorry but I cannot say its private information!" the doctor replied
"Wait can we say good bye, please!" Beau said crying
"Yes of corse, I'll be over there" the doctor smiled
"Errrrm....Will we haven't has much time with you but I hope you now I love you and I always will!" beau said trying to keep strong
"Will I love you so so much and I'm gonna miss you! I'm glad we had you and...." Regan said getting upset
The doctor took Will.
Regan and Beau broke down and I was there to help them get back on there feet but I don't think that would happen, well not just yet!
