Player Of The Year

Chapter seven:

Donna is kissing me when the door opens. I hear Amy say, " Madison what the fuck are you doing?"

I stop the kiss. I turn around and Donna wraps her arms around my waist. I move out of her arms. She says, " Who is this that has you acting like this?"

" This is Amy, my girlfriend."

" Yeah your girlfriend that just found you kissing someone else. Who the fuck is this?"

" This is Donna my first love."

" Oh."

" Yeah so you can get stepping bitch because you know I will end up winning her in the end."

" Whatever." Amy turns and runs out. I start running after her and yelling her name. She doesn't turn around.

****

Amy asked me last night not to come to her place that night or to night once I did talk to her. I am having Amanda come over to talk to me. I don't know what to do and she always has the best advice.

When she walks into my old room she says, " What happened why aren't you at your house with Amy?"

" Donna kissed me last night. I kissed her back and Amy walked in while we were kissing."

" That is crazy. You can't really blame Amy for not wanting you at the house right now. So where is your head at? Who do you want to be with? I know it's hard because it is between your first love and someone who has treated you like a princess."

" I don't know who I want to be with."

" Well until you figure it out I wouldn't try anything with either."

" How will I figure it out if I don't do anything."

" I don't know but you don't want to lead anyone on."

" Well you are no hope."

" Well if you were expecting me to tell you who to be with then you should have known better. It's not my choice. I don't want to be the one to blame if you make the wrong decision."

" Yeah I guess that's true. Ok well thanks for the little bit of help you tired to give me."

" Your welcome. Also remember you told Amy she could adopt the baby."

" Thanks for reminding me!"

" Your welcome." She smiles and I play hit her. She frowns before hitting me with a pillow. I hit her back with a pillow. It turns into a full blown pillow fight before long. She is careful not to hit me in the belly.

****

That night Donna comes over. My mom welcomes her with a hug. My mom has always loved Donna. My mom says, " I will let you guys talk in Madison's room."

" Ok thanks momma." Donna has always called my mom that and I guess she isn't about to stop.

We walk to my room. Donna closes the door and says, " I truly do love you still and I have missed you. Just because you have a new girl doesn't mean you can't leave her for me."

" It is a little more complicated now. I told her that she could adopted the baby before we even started dating."

" Well people go back on those things all the time. I know you aren't like that so how about you let her be the mom also but let me be the god mom or step mom."

" I could do that but she would just hire a lawyer."

" Have you signed anything?"

" Well no."

" Well then you know I have money and I will just hire a better lawyer."

" She has a shit tone of money. She comes from old money."

" Well I'm second generation and I can still hire a better lawyer. I just want you back."

" I know you do but I have to figure some stuff out."

I guess what it comes down to is money or love. I still love Donna and always will. However I will have a better life with Amy.

" Can I at least spend the night?"

" Yeah I guess that would be ok."

We go and tell my mom good night. We go and cuddle in my bed. Soon we are both asleep.

***

The next day I go and talk to Amy. I walk into the house and call her name. She lets me know that she is in the bedroom. I go and hug her. She says, " So what is going on in your head?"

" I love Donna and always will but she left me so I don't know what to do."

" Like you said she left you. If you pick her what is going to gave with the baby. Remember you told me I could adopt the baby? My family loves you and you are just going to give that up?"

" I remember I told you that about the baby. I would let you be the other mom but she would be the god mom if that is what I decide to do. However I am still willing to work on us."

" I don't want to have to fight for you. I'm not saying I won't. I know I will win you. However I ask you to think about how you turned out after she left you. What makes you think she won't leave you again?"

" Nothing that is why I'm willing to work on us."

" Ok well you can stay here again but I don't want her here. I know you will have to spend time with her while you are figuring it out but I just don't want her in our house."

" Ok." We hug and kiss.

I can't believe she is willing to let me spend time with Donna. I have a lot to figure out. It may take me a while before I know what I really want. Amy has always been good to me but I love Donna. Ugh why do things have to be so hard.

Amy and I cuddle and fall asleep. I dream about both girls. First I dream about how my future will be with Amy and then with Donna. Both of them seem like they would be amazing.