Promise

Chapter 5 - day trip

I woke up. My head was almost exploding. It took a few seconds before I could open my eyes. Everything hurt. Yesterday was a good party then. But I wasn't lying in bed alone. The person next to me was warm and his body was so amazing. The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was a bird. Two birds actually. In my dreams I have woken up like this so many times. But this time I wasn't pleased with it. As I tried to get out off the bed as quick as possible I noticed that he had his arms wrapped around me. I was stuck. I reached out for my phone. That was weird. My phone was freaking out beacause of too many notifcations and messages. Probably because I took those two to the party yesterday. Harry moved in his sleep, I hoped he would let me go, but instead he pulled me closer. That was enough, I started pushing him away. But it didn't work. So I started screaming. He woke up with a shock and pulled back. I immediately jumped out of bed. He was just staring at me. But I saw guilt on his face. "Goodmorning love." He said, getting a huge smirk on his face. I actually loved it when he smiled. It gave me that weird feeling in my stomach, but at this moment I hated it so much. He didn't deserve an answer. So I just walked out of the room leaving him there.

...

Ryan was watcing some cartoons. I joined him on the couch with a bowl of cereals. "I thought you had a single bed? Why were you two sleeping in it?" He asked. "I don't know, I just woke up and he was lying next to me" "Hmm"

We just sat there watching cartoons. My mum and dad were gone shopping in Amsterdam. And I was taking Ryan to an amusement park with Fleur, Veronique and Jessie. Jessie invited herself to come with us. And my mum said that I couldn't say no to her. So I had to approve.

I was still curious about all the notifications so I went on looking twitter first. ... This was not what I expected. Everything was hate. People were swearing and offending me. Why did I deserve this. But then I saw it...

I ran upstairs. Harry was sitting on my bed, doing what ever he did on his phone. But Louis was still sleeping. I aggresively woke him up. His eyes opened slowly. "Why did you post that photo? Why?" He looked confused. Then I showed it to him. "WHY?" I screamed it now.

"Calm down! What's going on?"Harry asked me. He walked towards me. He grabbed my arm helping me to stand up again. I couldn't help myself from crying. He grabbed my hands taking the phone from my hands. His eyes grew wide when he saw the picture. "Why Louis?" He asked, turning his focus to Louis now. Louis sat up now.

"I just hought I would help you a bit Harry" he said.

"You ruined my life.." I couldn't speak properly, I was crying. Tears were streaming down my face now.

"What a compliment.." Harry mumbled.

I stared at Louis. How could he do this to me. I ran away to the bathroom after grabbing my phone out of Harry's hands. Harry ran after me but I locked the door. "Lisanne, please. Let me in and we can talk for a bit." he sounded a little bit desperate. But I didn't want him here now. He kept on knocking on the door. After a few minutes he gave up. I heard him talk to Louis, they even yelled at each other sometimes. But I couldn't understand a word they said. Maybe an half hour past before he knocked on the door again. "Lisanne, please?" he was really hopeless now. I unlocked the door and sat back in the corner most far from the door. Harry opened the door and walked in, closing the door behind him.

"I'm so sorry, this wasn't what I planned that would happen. Don't be mad." He sad as he walked towards me. I just started crying again, but I don't even know why.

Why did I cry. Louis just revealed mine and Harry's relationship without there even was one. This was what I dreamed off. But not in this way. I thought Harry was different. Not like this. Not just a famous guy thinking he owns the world.