Promise

Chapter 26 - there's gonna be..

( While writing the first part of the chapter I was constantly thinking about irresistible)

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HARRY'S POV:

From the moment Cal said that Lis was there to the moment I rushed into the hotel and knocked on Louis' hotel room door I could only think of thing. 'How am I ever going to fix this.'

When Louis finally opened the door he told me that she was asleep. But I wouldn't buy it.

"Don't you dare to lie to me now. Let me in." I demanded, and I didn't even wait for him to respond, I just stepped into the room.

"Go away." she didn't even yell. She just whispered that I should leave. I turned around and saw that Louis had left us two alone to talk. She noticed too and sat back on the bed again. She crawled under the blankets and buried her face in her pillow. I could hear her cry.

"I'm sorry." I started.

"Don't ever say that again. Ever." she looked up from her pillow. Even when she was crying, she was still adorable. All I wanted to do now was wrap my arms around her and comfort her from all the misery in the world. But I was the reason she was crying now. And I hated myself for doing this to her.

"It's just... I look at you and I see the kind of person I want the share my life with.." I then felt a tear on my cheek. I was crying. Again. I usually don't cry a lot. But since I've met her, I'm crying almost every day.

"And, don't ever say that again too. I guess, I just have to accept that I'm just another girl to you then?" she wiped her tears away and took a sip from the bottle that was standing on the counter.

"I know I probably sound crazy now, but I've never been to able to look at someone the way I look at you. And I know you love me. So please forgive me." I was begging her. I just had it all figured out in my head and I couldn't imagine that I needed to change my future again.

"What do you want me to do? Just forget what I just saw? Because I can't you know." she stared straight through my soul.

"I want you to just get past this, and together we can. We can move on from this. It was just a mistake. Just let me make this up to you." I sat down on the bed next to her and she kept staring straight at me. I reached out to grab her hand but she withdrew her hand.

"How can I go forward when I don't even know which way I'm facing?" after she'd asked that she nodded, she stood up and she left the room. I sat there for a while. And I thought about her question. I made it impossible for her. She has nothing now. I screwed up.

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"Louis, I'm serious, just tell me where she is!" I whispered as I followed him at the breakfast buffet.

"You know the boys from 5sos are finally coming today!" he was avoiding all my questions.

"Louis!" I yelled. And everyone in the breakfast room was staring at us now.

"She doesn't want to see you." he said before he walked of to our table. When we sat down everyone was staring at me. They all knew. Great.

"But I want to see her." I protested.

"You messed this up. Just leave her for a whi-" but he stopped and his eyes were locked on a point just behind me.

"Good morning." I turned around to see Lisanne standing behind me. She casually took the seat next to me. All she had was a glass of water. Lou asked her if she wanted to eat something, but she said she wasn't hungry. Just like every other time we have been having breakfast and lunch, and dinner here.