Promise

Chapter 6 - I was already in love with him

We took a very early train to Antwerp. My mum had dropped me at the train station with Louis. Because we were so early there weren't much other people on the train, and the ones who were, didn't recognize him or didn't care that he was from one direction. But to be sure we tried to whisper so no one would notice. When we had to switch trains there was a man who recognized him and wanted to take a photo for his daughter. But the journey was calm. When we arrived in Antwerp there was a security guy waiting for us. Because that evening they had a concert in Antwerp so there would probably be plenty of fans there. And there were.

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It was hard shopping when everywhere you walk there were girls screaming for you. But we both did buy something. Louis bought a shirt and I bought shoes and socks. Everywhere I go, I will always buy socks. I also bought an ave maria bracelet. My plan was to give it to Louis after today. I guess I was scared that when the day ends and our lives will go on I would never see them again and he would just forget about me. So maybe if I gave him the bracelet he would remember me.

Through the day a lot of girls wanted to take a photo with Louis, the security guy didn't let anyone take one, there were too much. When we sat down on a bench in the park and five girls came towards us and asked Louis for a photo I thought that maybe I should take the photo. But they wanted me on the photo too.

"You're so lucky to have Harry as your boyfriend!" one of them said to me.

"Oh but he -"

"I'm so jealous of you! You must be so happy! I watched your videos on youtube! You are amazing!" an other girl said.

It made me think, but then we had to go quickly, because the security guy said that we couldn't stay too long, there are probably more girls coming. I expected Louis to ask me about the youtube thing, but he didn't. I actually had the plan to film today with him, but I didn't had the guts to ask him. Maybe he thought that I would just use his fame to get fame myself. But I didn't want that.

We decided to have lunch in a restaurant were the fans would be kept outside. It was too crowded everywhere we went. The lunch was fun. We talked a lot, and had a lot of fun. I told about school, about my family, friend and I told about longboarding. He said that at the arena I could borrow Zayn's longboard if I wanted. Of course I wanted that.

"Do you really hate Harry?" he suddenly asked

"Please don't Louis, plea-"

"No, I'm serious, he hasn't done anything wrong, you should be mad at me. He just likes you and he can't do anything about it. Because you rejected him he likes you even more now."

"But.. I just.. It's just the way he threated me and-"

"No listen to me, he hates me now, because he said that I spoiled it for him. And believe me he really likes you Lis. He really does. Just give him a chance. Don't tell me you don't want to. I know you want to give him a chance." it made me think. I really wanted to give him a chance. I felt tears coming but I just shook them away. Thinking about happy things.

"Please give him a chance Lis? Do it for me, please? Or just do it for yourself. You know you want it."

And yes, I did want it. "I'll think about it." I promised that. I already was thinking about it. We just went on with having lunch. We were about to leave the place and when we walked out of the door and all the girls started screaming again I realised, deep inside I was on of them. I wanted Harry.

I wanted him more than anything in the world, always have and always will.

"But how ?" I asked Louis while we were walking out of the restaurant.