Promise

Chapter 7 - this is my life

chapter 7

I woke up before my alarm went of. "good karma" I said to myself.

I searched for my phone. Haven't seen it since yesterday in the car. When I found it I turned it on. Monday 6th of may 06:45 appeared on my display. Of course I had a lot of texts. Louis had turned my notifications from all the social media off yesterday. Because I told him that it stressed me out. So I'm not having any trouble with that anymore.

Most of the texts were people asking me about Harry. People have seen me on the news and were curious. But I also had texts in the groupschat with Fleur and Veronique. Then I realised I haven't even told them that I was going to Antwerp. They will be mad that they had to find out via other people tweeting about it. But I will tell them everything at school. I had so much to tell them.

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"But Lisanne, are you now seriously dating Harry Styles?" Veronique asked.

We were on our way to school. I was on my longboard, she was on her bike. I told her everything about yesterday.

"I actually don't know. It all goes too fast for me. But Louis told me to live for the moment and take it how it comes. So I will see what happens next." I really didn't know what was between me and Harry now. But I didn't mind. It was all fine for me.

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"You bitch." Fleur yelled through the school hall. She ran at me. I knew what she meant. She attacked me with a hug. I almost tripped over because of her.

"Why didn't you tell us anything. I suddenly saw photos of you and some girls in Antwerp and from you and Louis and I almost fainted. You're the worst!" she was still screaming. She defenitely was excited.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell. Everything just went so fast. But I can tell you now if you calm down. Everyone is staring at us."

It was awfull, everyone stared at us, but I hated attention so I was really embarrassed.

"They aren't staring at US." Veronique expressed the us.

"They are staring at YOU" and then Fleur added to express the you.

I became dizzy as I realised that probably everyone knew. And everyone was staring at me. Just me. I saw people whispering to each other. Everyone was talking about me and staring at me. I didn't like it at all.

The whole day was filled with people staring at me and talking about me. There were some girls from the first grade who actually came up to me and asked me about Harry. They also weren't too embarassed to ask me if I could tell Harry to follow them on twitter.

I didn't know what to answer them. Because I didn't know if I was actually dating him.

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It was hard to pay attention in class. All I could think about was him. And when during my last period the teacher started to talk about me being on the news my focus was totally lost.

I didn't had much friends in my class because I had to do the year over. Veronique and Fleur where in the same grade as I was, but they had been put in the same class. I was all alone in my class. So I had no one to rely on.

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I was just walking towards the janitor to get my longboard from his room when I heard girls screaming down the hall. Agh, I wish I could just leave this stupid school.

With my longboard in one hand and my backpack on my back I walked to my locker. I had to walk past the screamig girls.

When I got closer I noticed why they were screaming. He had come to my school. I then realise how I looked.