Chapter 5

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"Sir she needs to go in for a check up. You can wait out here" the doctor says pointing to the waiting room.

I go to the waiting room and sit in the hard plastic chair. I take out my phone and text Matt, Mike and Ian.

I put my phone down and let me head drop into my hands. I can feel the tears welling up in my eyes. I just hope Katie is okay. The tears begin to fall. I try to cry as quietly as possible.

"Sir, are you with Katie Kent?" A nurse asks me.

"Yes , I she okay?!" I reply.

"Follow me" the nurse says while walking away.

I follow a few steps behind trying to prepare myself.

We get to room #14. The nurse opens the door and lets me go in. She's closes it behind me.

I stare at the closed door for a few seconds trying to brace myself.

I turn around and face the bed. Katie is lying there lifeless. She is as pale as a ghost her hair is messy.

I pull up a chair beside the bed and hold her hand. She's in a coma. She's in a coma because of me.

I begin to cry again. How could I have let this happen to her? It's all my fault. I lean my head down towards the floor. My tears start to get Katie's hospital bedding wet.

I begin to sing beside you still holding Katie's hand.

"When your tears are spent on your last pretense

And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense.

When it's in your spine like you've walked for miles

And the only thing you want is just to be still for a while

If your heart wears thin I will hold you up

And I will hide you when it gets too much

I'll be right beside you

I'll be right beside you

When you're overwhelmed and you've lost your breath

When the space between the things you know is blurry nonetheless.

When you try to speak but you make no sound

And the words you want are out of reach but they've never been so loud

If your heart wears thin I will hold you up

And I will hide you when it gets too much

I'll be right beside you

I'll be right beside you

I will stay.

Nobody will break you,

Yeah.

Trust in me, trust in me.

Don't pull away

Trust in me, trust in me.

I'm just trying to keep this together,

Because I could do worse and you could do better

Tears are spent on your last pretense

And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense.

If your heart wears thin I will hold you up

And I will hide you when it gets too much

I'll be right beside you

Nobody will break you

If your heart wears thin I will hold you up

And I will hide you when it gets too much

I'll be right beside you

Nobody will break you."

"Katie it kills me to see you like this. I would have fathered this happen to me outa the two of us. I love you darling. I hope your okay. It's all because of me that your like this. It's because of me your in a coma. I love you so much Katilyn Marie Kent. I love you more than anything in the world. I would yell it to the world. But I don't want to hurt your ears. I love you babe. Even thought you probably can't hear me saying this. I promise one day you'll be Katilyn Marie Ramsay. I honestly don't know what I would do without you. Words can't describe how much I love you Katie. Katie your my world, your my everything, your my true love. Katilyn Marie Kent, I love you!" I said thru tears.

I hear clapping behind me. I turn around and see the nurses behind me with tears in their eyes.

Suddenly Katie squeezes my hand.

"SHE MOVED!!!" I yell.

"SHE SQUEEZED MY HAND!!!" I yell even louder.

She's starting to come put of the coma!

"We'll be back in to check on her later." The nurses say.

"Baby.." Katie whispers.

"I-I " Katie stutters.

"You what baby?" I ask while crawling on her bed and laying beside her.

"I-I heard what you said" Katie says while breaking down into tears.

I wrap my arms around her and pull her close.

"D-did you mean it?" She sobs out.

"Ever word" I reply.

Katie rolls over to face me.

"Josh. " She says softly.

I lean in closer to her.

"I love you too" She says with tears in her eyes.

I cup her chin with my hand and start kissing her.

*Yay! Finally an update!! Gonna try to do a few more chapters tonight! I'm gonna try my hardest to upload at least once a week!*

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