As we enter the building I'm starting to wonder if I made the right decision applying for the school and coming here in the first place but then I realize that I really don't want to go back to that ugly town that had ruined my life.
I'm a pisces. We don't forgive, and we NEVER forget.
Even though I might be running away I know that I will be much better off here than I EVER was there. They destroyed my life and everything I had. They embarrassed me infront of the whole town and even though I got my revenge, I'm never going back
"Mom I'm fine, I can walk into a building without hurting myself or being killed I promise."
"I know, I know I just can't let my little girl go that's all, I know I have to let you go, but you are coming back EVERY single holiday."
"I know I promise i will mom I love you and I will miss you but I have to go If i want to get pictures taken"
"Ok. Then I guess this is goodbye for now. I love you."
"You too ,mom. See you soon."
That was a lot more difficult than I thought it would be, but it's over and done with. I'm here and I am ready.
Let's do this.
I got myself into this, and I can't get out of it any time soon.
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Since it was my first day at the Academy, I decided to look somewhat nice. I was wearing my black jeans, and a 'Fall Out Boy' shirt I got awhile ago at 'Hot Topic'. I had an arm full of bracelets that ranged from music to superheroes. There were even a few anime ones. I don't really watch anime, but my best friend back home, SCRATCH THAT!!! A person who shall not be named, that I was slightly acquainted with when I lived in Ohio forced me to watch an episode of 'Black Butler'. So I watched it and I kind of liked it ,but as I watched more I started to like it more and more. I watched it all to the end and by that time had already become officially obsessed. I then started to watch more, so that's where the bracelets come from. I'm not so obsessed as to apply for the anime wings of this school, but it's kind of a guilty pleasure. Anyways, that was my outfit and I also had on my batman Converse. They are my favorite they are an exclusive pair from 'Journeyz' with the black and yellow Batman Symbol laces.
After I got my picture taken, I went to the dorm office to get my room key. I hope my roommate is nice, or at least in the same wings as me. I really want to become good friends with at least a couple people. That along with a three page long list of things I need to do. It's kind of disappointing that I have to make a list. But I know that I will forget if I don't.
I reach the office and stand in the line to get my key. While I wait I decide to delete all of my social medias and start new personal accounts because I want to get rid of all the pictures of back home, and all the people out of my mind. I delete Instagram, Vine, Snapchat, Twitter, and Tumblr, and re-download them. I create new accounts with names that have nothing to do with - Ava - or - Hopler - so that no one from home can find me. I would tell my best friend but I don't have one anymore. I wouldn't even dare tell Evan. He's the one I most wanted to disconnect from. I don't want to admit it, but I loved him. I thought he loved me, too, but apparently not.
I feel a tear escape my eye as someone tapped my shoulder. I looked back hoping that they weren't mad at me for not moving while I was in deep thought.
I look back to find a really kind looking girl. She looks to be about my age and she has on black ripped jeans with an older looking 'Twenty One Pilots' shirt. She has black Vans and 2 chokers and arms that are covered in rubber bracelets like mine.
"Hi I'm Bella Rose. I think we are roommates." that was a surprise, I was not expecting to be confronted so abruptly, but oh well.
"Hi I'm Ava. And um er... why do you think this exactly?" I asked with slight suspicion.
"Well you see, I have my ways. Now I am going to wait in this line with you until you get your key to prove my point. I also want to get to know you because well... A: I want friends here and B: you seem cool and you seem like you have a dark past and a lot of shit to figure out so I want to be you new best friend and yes I realize that I may seem very confident about this whole situation." Whew she finally took a break, but only to catch her breath and then she was off again. "But I'm actually freaking out inside and I'm usually a very shy person, so me doing this right now is a very courageous this. Also, I feel really bad for just coming up to talk to you. I'm sorry. I'm so, so, so, so sorry. I'm going to leave now because you probably don't even want me here anyways." It took me a second to process what she was saying, but when I finally did, I understood where she was coming from.
"Bella?" I asked calling after her while she walked away.
"Yah?" She turned around mid-stride.
"I understand where you are coming from and yes I am a messed up person with a lot of shit to figure out, but I would love someone to help me figure it out. You can stay with me in line if you want."
she walked back over and walked through the line with me we talked until we got to the counter to get my key.
Will Bella Rose be Ava's Roommate and will she want to be best friends with her?
Sorry for the long wait
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FanfictionEva has a broken past. A broken life. And a shattered heart. All she wants is to have a normal life again. No more diets to help with depression, no more meeting groups to talk about it, and no more social workers. Shes over it. All she wants is a n...
