Infinity *editing*

Chapter 15

          The first week without the boys wasn't as bad it we thought it would be, but we still missed them a lot. We did skype with them every night that they could, which was helful. It made it feel like thye were still here. But it was hard because I didn't have Harry here to wrap my arms around. I had to settle for a giant teddy bear instead. Kiera was having a hard time to. We shared my teddy bear though, which seemed to help. One night we were watching some celebrity gossip show, but i'm not even sure why. Then they started talking about One Direction, and how thier marketing was going in California. All seemed well until they started talking about Harry being seen with another girl.

"Harry Styles, a member of One Direction, has been seen walking around California with a girl we believe to be known as Alysha Brown, a rising star from San Diego. They have been seen in public many times. Here are some pictures of their time together. One shows them locking lips so, is a new love story brewing? We'll keep you updated." the reporter on the T.V. said. That tore my heart into millions of tiny pieces that might never be mended again. I just stared at the T.V. with anger and pain, thinking about what Harry had said before they left.

*Flashback*

Harry's green orbs looked into my blue ones.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked him.

"I just want to get a last good look at you before I go." he told me.

"Oh, okay. Please be safe Harry. And don't forget about me." I told him.

"I won't. For infinity." he replied.

"For infinity." I said back.

*End of Flashback*

            I guess that whole "for infinity" thing was a lie. A joke. And I believed it. How could I be so stupid? He was off snogging other girls, when he has a perfectly good one here missing and loving him like crazy. But I guess that doesn't matter to him anymore. It's his own fault. I can't believe I actually fell for it. Maybe it was real at first, but it didn't last. Infinity was a joke.

           I was trying so hard to hold back the tears that were on the verge of coming out. I think Kiera noticed because she was trying to get my attention.

"Lily...........LILY!" she yelled. I looked up at her. "Lily, You can't believe what they say, it isn't true."

"How do you know? Huh? He was probably lying to me the whole time. He told me he loved me, and I told him I loved him, but I guess only one of us was telling the truth." I replied.

"Lily, seriously, look at me. Harry loves you more than anyone else. Remember when you ran into each other shopping? You had sparks, and we all know it. Even Harry. He is your true love, Lily. You can't let him go just because of some stupid gossip show."

"Watch me." I said. Then I got up off the couch, and stormed upstairs to my room. I closed the door and leaned my back against it. Then I slowly slid my back down until I was sitting on the floor. I put my head in my hands and cried until I couldn't anymore. I truly loved him. I truly did. And he broke my heart. Shattered it actually. I just sat there on the floor thinking about what I should do. I had no clue. Then I heard a faint knocking on my door.

"What?" I said a little harshly.

"I'm gonna skype the boys now......if you want to come." she said quietly. I didn't reply because I think she knew the answer. "Well, if you want to come I'll be in my room." she said. I heard her footsteps descend downt he hallway. Then I heard her door close shut. One problem with letting Harry go is that I will lose the other boys, and I really don't want that. I love the guys. And I really did want to skype with them, but I couldn't face Harry after what he did. So I decided to just not go.

Kiera's P.O.V.-

         I went and asked Lily if she wanted to skype with me and the boys, but she didn't answer. I guess I already knew the answer anyway though. I felt really bad for her. Harry did something that no guy should ever do to a girl. But Harry is a good guy and I know he loves Lily with all of his heart. He wouldn't do something like this on purpose. There had to have been something behind it. There just had to be. And I wasn't gonna let it break them apart. I walked into my room and logged on to skype. I saw that Liam was on so I called him. It rang for a second. Then his face appeared on the screen.

"Hello Kiera!!!" Liam said cheerily.

"KIERA!!!" I heard the familiar Irish voice yell across the room. Then his beautiful face came onto the screen. "How's my sweetheart?" he asked me. He's so cute.

"Um, okay, I guess." By that time all of the boys were on the screen, including Harry. Talk about awkward.

"Just okay? Wait.........where's Lily?" Harry asked.

"Yeah, um.....about that. She um...she...." I was having trouble telling them.

"Kiera where is she?!" Harry said clearly getting nervous. I knew he still loved and cared about her.

"She's in her room." I said plainly.

"Doing what? Why isn't she here with us?" Louis asked.

"Well, guys, this isn't good. Um, Harry, this is kind of bad. So, me and Lily were watching some celebrity gossip show. And then you guys came on."

"Oh, crap." I heard Liam mutter. "I know what happened."

"Let her finish Liam." Zayn said calmly.

"So, anyway, you guys came on, and they were talking about you guys being in California and stuff. And it was all good. But then it went to a story on Harry and some girl Alysha I think. And tehy showed pictures of them huggin, holding hands, and.........kissing." I said. I can't even tell you how hard that was to tell them.

"Oh, no, no , no. Crap. Oh, my God. This is not happening." Harry said, freaking out.

"Harry, she's really upset. You really broke her heart. She told me that she thought you were probably lying to her the whole time about lving her. I tried convincing her to not believe what the show said, but she wouldn't listen to me. It really bad guys, and I don't know what to do. She's sitting in her room balling her eyes out."

"Oh my God. Kiera I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt her. Can you get her so I can talk to her?" He asked.

"Harry, I don't know if she will. She's pretty broken up. She's barely talking to me. I doubt she'll talk to you." I told him.

"Okay, well tell her that I still love her, and that I barely even know the girl. Management is making me hang out with her. It's kind of part of the whole marketing thing. But please tell her that I love her and I'll do anything to make her love me again. Please Kiera."

"Okay, I'll try, but I don't know if she'll listen." I said a little unsurely.

"Okay, thanks." he said. Then he walked away out of my sight on the screen. I could tell pretty easily that he meant what he said. He was hurting pretty bad to because of hurting Lily.

"So, guys, whatcha been up to?" I asked them trying to get off subject.

"Kiera, you know we can't just ignore this." Niall said quietly so Harry couldn't hear.

"I know. It's just that, I have no idea what to do to help them. I can't stand them being broken apart like this." I said.

"Well, maybe try telling her what Harry said. He really means it you know. He never stops talking about her. He talks about how much he misses her, and how he wants to go back just so he can hug her and hold her in his arms. He barely knows that girl, let alone likes her in that way." Liam told me.

"Yeah, I know. I can tell. I guess I'll try and talk to her, it's worth a shot right?" I asked.

"Definitley." said Louis.

"Alright, well I'll go now. Talk to ya later guys. Love you!" I said.

"I love you Kiera!" I heard Niall say.

"Love you too Niall." I said. I clicked the end button on the call and closed my laptop. Then I got up and walked down the hallway to Lily's bedroom. I really hope this works. Fingers crossed.