Infinity *editing*

Chapter 16

Lily's P.O.V.-

           I was lying on my bed, face down on my pillow. I was still crying, but not as bad as I was before. I was still trying to get over that fact that Harry could do somthing like that to me. I heard a knock on my door.

"Lily, can I please talk to you." I heard Kiera say from the other side of the door.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because Lily, just open the door. I have to talk to you." she said. I gave in and walked over to the door and opened it. I stood there in front of my best friend with a tear streaked face. She stood there as well with a pained look on her face. Then she pulled me in for a hug. I rested my head on her shoulder. Then she let go and grabbed my hand, pulling me over to my bed. We both sat down.

"Well, I was just talking with the boys."  she stated.

"I know." I told her.

"Yeah, and I told them about what happened."

"What!!?? Even Harry!?" I asked getting nervous.

"Yes, Harry was there. And he's pretty broken up about it. He didn't mean to hurt you. He doesn't even......"

"He doesn't love me anymore, I get it, but I still love him and........"

"Lily! Please could you not interrupt?" Kiera said a little sternly.

"Sorry." I apologized.

"Anyways, like I was saying, Harry said that he barely even knew the girl and that management was making him do it for publicity. He liked her as a friend, not like a girlfriend. He still loves you as much as he did before he left. Lily, he didn't mean to hurt you. He's so angry at himself. The boys told me that he won't shut up about you and how much he misses you. Lily, he still loves you." Kiera said.

"Are you being serious, or are you just saying that to make me forgive him?" I asked.

"I'm being completely honest. You can ask them yourself if you want." Kiera said. And I could tell she was telling the truth.

"Okay, thanks Kiera. But I'm not forgiving him that easily. He should explain himself. I mean, why didn't he just tell management that he wasn't gonna do it. He should have told them that he had a girlfriend." I said.

"Well, I don't know anything about that. So that's something you need to work out with him and talk to him about." Kiera said as she got up. She walked over to the door. "I hope what I told you helped. And hey, remember besties before boys right?" she said with a wink as she walked out of the room and closed the door. She was right. If I really did lose Harry, I always have her. I always did have her. And I was thankful for that. In mid-thought I heard my phone start ringing on the nightstand. I looked over at it and saw what the caller ID said. Harry<3.

"Lily, Lily, I know you're there, and I know you probably don't want to pick up. I don't know if Kiera came and talked to you already, but I just wanted to say that........" and he continued on to say what Kiera had told me a second ago. I really didn't want to pick it up, but somehow I did.

"Harry, Kiera already told me that." I said.

"Lily? Lily! Oh, my gosh! It's so great to hear your voice! I thought you were never going to talk to me again!" he said on the other end.

"Harry, Kiera already talked to me. It changes some things, but you're not completely forgiven yet. You broke my heart. You were kissing another girl. I know you still love me. And if this was managements idea, then you should have told them that you actually have a girlfriend." I said.

"Lily, it isn't that easy......I had no..........."

"Don't say you had no choice. Because I know you did. You could have said no. But I guess our love isn't that strong."

"Yet." he said.

"Harry,..............." I paused. "At the rate we're going right now, I don't think it will be getting much stronger." I said. Talk about being a downer.

"Lily, please, don't talk like that. You know I still love you, and I'm so sorry." he said.

"I know. And I love you too. But I think we need to take a break maybe. I have to go. I'll talk to ya later Harry." then I hung up the phone. I sighed. I knew he still loved me and I could tell he was really sorry, but I wasn't gonna forgive him that easily. What he did was wrong, and a simple apology won't cover it.

Harry's P.O.V.-

"Harry....................." Lily paused for a seocnd. " At the rate we're going right now, I don't think it will be geting much stronger." she said. That crushed me, and made me feel like crap.

"Lily, please, don't talk like that. You know I still love you, and I'm so sorry." I said. And I really meant it.

"I know. And I love you too." that was a relief to hear. "But I think we need to take a break maybe." and then I was put down again. "I have to go. I'll talk to ya later Harry." and with that said, she hung up on me. I couldn't believe that she wanted to take a break. I know what I did was wrong and I never should have done that. I barely even knew Alysha. I mean I knew and liked her as a friend, but I didn't love her like a girlfriend. Espeacially a girlfriend like Lily. I was really sorry and I knew that I was being stupid when I agreed to hang out with her. I didn't know it was gonna go that far. Let me just say that Alysha is a really nice girl, and it's not like she was told that I already had a girlfrined, so it isn't her fault. It is 100% my fault. I will be forever sorry. I can tell that Lily won't forgive me with just an explanation and apology, so I needed to think of something to do to make up for it. But I had no clue what to do.

Lily's P.O.V.-

     I hung up the phone, dried my tears, and walked downstairs. Kiera was chilling on the couch watching some show. When she heard me walking she turned around and looked at me.

"You doing okay?" she asked me.

"Yeah, I um...I just talked to Harry." I stated.

"Oh, really? What happened?" she asked, patting the spot next to her on the couch. I walked over and sat next to her.

"Well, he told me about how he still loved me and how he didn't even like Alysha in that way, and how he never stopped loving me and never wanted or meant to hurt me."

"And......." Kiera said, signaling me to continue.

"And I told him that I loved him too, but we needed to take a break."

"What??!! Lily, the whole point of you two talking was so that you could make up with each other, not to take a break."

"Kiera, this is my realtionship, let me handle it. I appreciate you doing this, but I got it." I told her.

"Okay, fine. But I just want you to be safe and happy. I can't stand to see you all sad and depressed." she said.

"I know, me niether. I mean, remember our eight grade graduation. That was bad. But we made it through, together. Don't worry, we have each other." I said.

"Yeah we do." she said. We gave each other a big hug. I got up to make some coffe for us, then I sat back down and watched T.V. with Kiera. I knew we were going to be fine, and so were me and Harry. I could just relax and take a break, until the boys come back from California.