The Way

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Lani,

Today I'm officially two months pregnant and I've been thinking of doing the worst. Aborting my child. It sounds crazy but I think that's the only option I have.

I am constantly throwing hints out to Chris but his dumbass never gets the memo.

I pulled into the parking lot of the doctors office and got out feeling that nervous feeling again. When I walked in it was nearly empty.

"Hi, I'm here for my 4 o'clock appointment." I stated politely to the desk clerk.

"Moore?" She asked and I nodded. She sent me to the designated room where I had to wait for the doctor.

"Hey Lani, its nice to see you again." Dr. Fodly said shaking my hand. She looked around the room.

"I take it you haven't told him..." She said and guilt was written all over my face.

"Actually, that's kinda why I'm here. What are my options for abortion?" Her eyes grew wide and I just knew she wanted to say something but you can't when your a doctor.

"Are you sure that's what you want to do?" She said with pleading eyes.

I shook my head silently. I truly don't want to abort my child. What choice do I have? I can't do it alone.

"No but I have too...." I trailed off looking down at my hands.

"Well....maybe I could just give you some abortion pills just in case you change your mind....." I nodded wiping the tears that had fallen.

"That's fine....." I was going to hell. She left out the room and soon returned with a pill bottle.

"Here you go...I hope you make the right choice...." She said softly. I nodded my head grabbing them from her.

"Thank you...." I said stuffing them in my purse. I don't know if imma use them, I can't just kill my own child.

Chris,

"Congrats man!" Mijo semi yelled as he walked through the front door. I chuckled shrugging him off.

"What we congratulating him for?" Redd asked going into my kitchen and coming back out with a handful of cookies.

"Tell him Chris." Mijo said with a smile.

"Ain't shit to tell, I'm still waiting for her to tell me herself." I said thinking of Lani.

"Tell what?" Redd didn't k ow what the hell was going on.

"Lani pregnant!" Ty said looking up from his phone.

"That's Wassup but why she ain't tell you?" He asked tryna get caught up with us.

"Ion know. But I'm not dumb, she been throwing hints out for about two months now."

"How you find out?" I pointed over to Ty.

"Chyna told me....."

"That's fucked up. You need to talk to her." I shook my head.

"Nah as long as she doing what she supposed to and not hurting the baby I'm coo." I said lighting a blunt taking a long drag.

"What happened to you not wanting kids?" Ty said chuckling.

"I mean, I don't but I'm not just gonna abandon my child." I said shrugging my shoulders. I'm not that naive.

"That's good. But I think you should talk to Lani." I shook my head.

"Nah I want her to tell me. I wanna see how long it'll take."

Y'all need to figure it out. You just go keep missing appointments?" Mijo asked chuckling.

"Ion know...."

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Chris knows!
Is she gonna take the pills?
Ready for the next chapter?
The end is coming!
This is short because I wanted to tease y'all a little.

Its ending!

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