Im Not Loved (1D) *ON HOLD*

Lovebirds & Concerts

After Harry Saw All Those Kisses, We Went Down To Breakfest. I Didn't Eat Much. I Don't Know Why, I Just Wasn't Feeling Myself. But Niall Saw. He Knew How Much I Usually Ate. "Babe, Are You Okay?" He Said, Unsure Of My Answer. "Yeah, I'm Just Not Feeling Myself.."  After Those Words Came Out Of My Mouth, He Had An Indescribable Facial Expression. Kinda, Like, Um, Worried, Upset, And Anxious. As Soon As I Was Full, I Stood Up, Saying Thank You, But Only Harry Heard It. I Then Went To My Bunk. I Lied Down, And Soon Enough, Fell Asleep. I Wasn't Sure What Niall Was Thinking, But i Dont Think It Was Anything Good. It Was About 5pm, When I Woke Up, Went Downstairs, And Took Some Tylenol. I Then Went To Get Some Cold Water, And Saw A Note. It Read: I Don't Know When You'll Wake Up, But When You Do, I Didn't Want You Getting Scared Or Anything, We Went To A Concert. We Would've Took You, But You Had A Fever. Feel Better Love. -Niall

I Wasn't Sure How To Feel. But I Was Really Tired. And Hungry. I Went Through Niall's Cabinet Of Crisps Of All Kinds, Until, I Found Them. I Found All My 10 Razors. Now, I Didn't Know What To Do. Should I Take Them Back, Or Leave Them? I Finally Made My Decision Of Taking Them Back. But I Wasn't Sure Whether Or Not To Use Them. But I Hid Them, So Then I'll Have Them When I Need them. I Just Froze, Glaring At My Razors, Until I Heard A Knock On The Tour Bus Door. I Ran, And Put My Razors In A Spot Where He Wont Find Them. I Then Ran, And Unlocked The Door. "DINNER" Niall Shouted. I Wasn't Feeling It, Again, And I Just Went And Daydreamed In My Bed. I Got My Bookbag Out Of The Carrier, And Took My iPod Touch Out. I Automatically Went To My Music, And Turned On Pierce The Veil, Sleeping With Sirens, NeverShoutNever, And the Ready Set. I Then Put My Headphones Into The Plug, Soon Enough, Fell Asleep, Again. 

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