Don't go, Jayden.

Chapter 8

Jayden's P.O.V

It's been 2 weeks, I've stayed with Felicia. She took care of me and helped me a lot. Sometimes people think she's crazy for talking by her own, when actually she was speaking with the invisible me. I feel bad about it but she said she's not bothered by it. We even hangout at the park, movies and all that. I just played like that, and mostly just focus on her... Watching her laughing, smiling and being herself. But there are times she blushed, I find it really cute and my heart skips a beat.

I visit my home every week to see how's my family, they still look sad but I can see they slowly moving on and trying to be happy. I'm quite glad. I heard my dad said "We shouldn't be like this... We have to move on but Jayden will always be in our heart, and will always be part of our family even though we won't get to see him everyday anymore. I'm sure that he wouldn't want to see us like this, and wants us to be happy."

My tears starts to flow on my cheeks as I heard it as I smile. Thank god my dad understands me. Thanks dad, you're a hero.

My mom and sister starts to cry as well, and mom said "Jayden is probably watching us right now, we love you Jayden. We'll be fine, because I know that you're still here by our side."

"Jayden, you're the best brother. I miss you everyday and love you day by day like I've always did." My sister smiled as tears coming out from her eyes.

I'm really happy that they finally said that, my heart feels lighter. I'll never forget their words till I return to the place where I should belong now. 

But Felicia, she'll forget me soon right? We don't have pictures together, and there are billions of guys that's alive out there... Better than me. And still alive. If only I knew earlier about her having feelings towards me, but I was an idiot making a slow move because of being shy and coward. I shouldn't have expect for a girl to make a move first, and now I'm too late. Maybe she'll find a better guy and forget me, I guess I'll have to accept that fact and just support her. I'll be happy for her if she's happy. 

Sometimes the person you want the most, is the best without.

I don't want her to date a ghost (me). She can't touch me, and her parents can't see me. Alice and Fred can't see me too. Soon, I'll disappear. She'll lose me, and get hurt deeply. I don't want her to be like that, I want her to be happy. That's why I hid my feelings right now, so that she won't fall for me more. I want her to move on, and for now let's just remain friends. I'm sorry Felicia, it's for your own good.