Don't go, Jayden.

Chapter 13: The end

Today is the day of Jayden's funeral. I keep saying to myself to go and see him, because it'll be the last time. But at the same time, I'm afraid to see what's in front of me when I go there. I'll see his body with his eyes closed just like he's sleeping, but this time he sleeps forever and never come back. 

What happened last night still kept me wondering if it's really a dream or Jayden was there? Like really.

But I couldn't forget the words he said last night, what did he mean by that?

"I'll see you, get well soon" I murmured.

That's what he said to me.

Wait...

I'll see you. See. You. Get well soon?

Is he trying to tell me to see him today so get well soon so that I could go to his funeral and I might meet him?? Is that what he's trying to say or am I overthinking? 

God Felicia what the hell are you doing... It might be true! 

I quickly stood up but then I my legs starts to feel pain again. Totally forgot about what happened yesterday because I was thinking too much about Jayden. Even my doctor warned to not move or my foot will get worse, but hey I don't care anymore when it comes to Jayden. I'll do anything even if it hurts.

I get off my bed, slowly pulling my left foot which is injured badly but I still manage to run a bit by bit before nurses sees me leaving my room. I better be quick.

I called taxi to pick me up and send me to Jayden's location. As soon as the taxi arrives, I jumped in the cab and rushed to the funeral.

Mom, Alice and Fred called me few times since I left the hospital, I guess they found out I left but I didn't  answer the calls because I know they'll bring me back there. I turned off my phone. I know I'll make them worry but just let me do this once.

"We arrived." The taxi guy said.

I gave him the money and get out of the cab. And the taxi left.

As soon as I get off, I saw people in black clothes, some of them were crying and sad faces everywhere. I even saw Jayden's friends right there. And there's the coffin. I wanted to walk there and look at him, but I'm afraid to see him getting bury. I'm afraid to see the fact that he'll be there and never come out anymore. I'm afraid, I'm just afraid of accepting the fact I have to let him go as soon as he gets in there. But I have to. It's the last time.

I walk slowly but I fell as soon as my legs felt pain as hell. I've been holding the pain since I get up from my bed, and again it's bleeding badly. 

"Felicia?"

I heard a voice behind me, and I know who it is as he bend over to look at my bleeding foot.

"Idiot. If you're that hurt, you shouldn't have come" He sighed but smiles at the same time.

Jayden. Are you really here? Like in front of my eyes

I looked at him with tears rolling down my cheeks as I look at him.

"I missed you too Felicia." He smiled.

My heart is screaming right now, as I cry silently.

"Were you watching me the whole time? Since you're invisible?" I asked.

He nodded and said "Yes. I would answer you when you called my name, I would be there when you needed me, I would listen to you when you talk, I would exist when you want me to. But I couldn't do anything anymore, I'm sorry."