Better Dayz: Lil Herb

Better Dayz: Chapter 21

Tiaaaaaaaaaaaaa 💕

Lately I been on some Otha shit. I been havin flashbacks of my daddy gettin shot and the funeral. Shit is traumatizing. I have the worst nightmares about it. I feel like it was something I coulda did different for it not to happen.

I miss Herb too. But I can't make that move on lil bro.

It's been two years and ain't shit that could be said that could fix it.

We just gone have to forgive and forget. But it's hard. I looked stupid enough. But I still love him and I'm willing to try again.

I been thinkin about it a lot. I just don't want my heart broken again. I honestly don't wanna be with anybody but him, but he just can't get right.

Sometimes I just wanna punch him in his shit. So he could understand that he need to get his shit togetha.

"Mommy can we go see Tete Harmo?" Tiara asked coloring whatever she made.

"Yeah. If she at home."

"We gone go later." She said.

"Why?" I asked

"Cause Daddy gone be home and I miss Daddy. Don't you?" She asked lookin up.

"More than you know." I mumbled.

"Let's go later then." She said changin colors.

She keep makin these ugly ass hearts and stick people. Nobody want that shit.

"Look mommy." She tried to hand me the paper.

"Put it on the fridge." I said

"Not for you." She laughed.

"You mean." I laughed too.

"You said it was ugly so I made Tete one." She said walkin away.

Then my phone rung. I looked over at Tiara who picked it up and answered.

"Hey Daddy." She said with the camera all up on her face.

"Hey Stink Stink. Whatchu on?" He asked.

"Coloring." She said.

"Where yo mama?" He asked.

"Daddy. You called for me, not her." She smacked her lips.

"Jealous ass." I said and snatched the phone from her.

"Wassup?" He laughed.

"Hey."

"What y'all doin this weekend?" He asked.

"Goin to Zayden party." I said thinkin about it.

"That's what I was tryna see. Durk just hit my line about it." He said puttin the screen on pause.

"Aw ok." I said ready to hand Stink the phone back.

"You want me to come get Stink now or later?" He asked.

"It don't matta."

"It do." He said poppin his big ass head back Ina camera.

"Boy."

"Tia Amour." He laughed.

"Why you always sayin my whole name boa." I laughed too.

"You seen Harmoney?" He asked.