Just friends?

Chapter 16- loosing it

Sam's P.O.V:

I'm so tired I haven't slept for so long. I just keep thinking about my mum and what is going to happen. She still hasn't had the operation. I walked into her room. "Hey mummy" I said and smiled. "Hey baby" she turned around and looked at me. My dad was already in there. "Did Beau drop you off?" He asked I nodded my head and got my phone out to check the time. It was 10:00am. Right now all I dream about is going to bed and sleeping.

Beau's P.O.V:

This morning I drove Sam to the hospital and I will hopefully see her soon. I have to say I do miss her, I haven't met up with her for about five days now. Today I'm going out with the boys to talk about our new video. I got ready and put on my favourite SnapBack. I walked out the house and went inside my car. "Luke jai hurry up!!" I shouted as I beeped the horn. Luke came out with only one shoe on and Jai was still putting his top on. "Where we meeting James and Daniel?" Jai asked as he got to the front seat of the car. "Bench" I smiled and we drove off.

"Hey guys" I heard Daniel say. "Hey" I said and sat down on the grass. We talked about what we have done for the past four days. "Don't fucking say that about Sam!" I shouted at Luke. "Sorry for saying the truth!" He said back. Honestly when ever someone says something about my girlfriend I explode. "If you say one more thing" I warned him. "What that she's a -" I cut him off and punched him in the arm. He punched me back which turned into a fight. Daniel had to split us up. "Your a dickhead" I shouted. At the same time I heard my phone go off in my pocket.

From Sam - 

Beau do you think you can pick me up?<3

I replied straight away just like she does.

To Sam - 

I will be there in 20 minutes <3

Sam's P.O.V:

I got the text from Beau back really quickly, I'm really happy to have a boyfriend like him. I said bye to my mum and walked to the lift.

"Sorry miss smith could I just have a word" I heard the same doctor say I turned around and smiled. "Yeah" he looked at me and carried on "I just want to say sorry that we couldn't make the operation any sooner but she will have it today at 5 " he informed me. I nodded my head.

I walked out of the hospital and saw Beau's car just pull over. I waved at him and jumped in the car. "Hey babe" he said and kissed me on the cheek. "How you doing" I asked. "I'm great you?" He answered. No he wasn't fine there was something bothering him I could tell by his facial expressions. "Beau?" I looked at him. "What?" He said rudely. "Woah calm down whats wrong?" I asked. "Nothing" he said and started the car again. "I can tell that there is something wrong!" I said but he turned up the radio and didn't listen to me.

When we got outside my house he looked at me and waited for me to get out. I turned down the radio. "Beau are you gonna come in?" I asked. "No I'm fine" he said and looked in front of him. I got out of the car and slammed the door. The thing that he was annoyed at was obviously me. "Don't do that!" He shouted out of the car. I just carried on walking, he was still in the car, I didn't hear him drive off. I got my keys out and as I was about to unlock the door I dropped them. That's when I lost it. I didn't know what is going on with Beau and my mum is going to have an operation.

I fell to the ground and let my bag lay next to me. My face was laying against my knees, one tear after the other came down. I couldn't stop. I couldn't believe that I wasn't here for my mum when this happened. I don't know if Beau is pissed off with me. These tears just kept on coming. I heard the car door shut. Beau came running. "Sam?" He said as he put his arms around me. "Please don't cry" he said this every time. 

I just guess he didn't like seeing me cry. "I'm sorry if I pissed you off" he carried on "but Luke pissed me off as well today and I just didn't want to talk "I just kept on listening ,my legs were wrapped round his waist as he was sitting down. And his hands were wrapped around my back. I put my head on his shoulder and just cried. He pushed me up so I was facing him.

"I love you" he said and kissed my nose lightly.

I really don't know what I would do with out Beau.

*two hours later*

I looked at the time it was already 2pm I had to go back and see my mum. Beau was just having the last bit of his coffee as I laid on his chest. "Do you want to go?" He asked, does he mind read or something. "Yeah, are you gonna stay with me there?" I asked and he nodded. We got up a went to the car.

"Mum everything is going to be fine" I said to her when I saw the doctors take her away on her bed. The wait was long, i mean it felt like forever. A doctor came out and my dad stood up straight away. "Is everything alright?" He asked the doctor. The doctor looked down on the piece of paper and his face went pale. No this can not be happening. I can't do this. If I loose her I will loose everything. Please just don't say that she ....