Louis' P.O.V
All I could do was pace back and forth on the floor of my apartment. Who knows where Dawn is right now and what she could possibly be doing. I couldn't have felt more guilty for why she was so upset. I didn't have to go and kiss Destiny like that. I wanted to have her in my arms to apologize and explain everything. I only kissed Destiny so I could know what it felt like again. When me and Dawn were in eighth grade we kissed under the bleachers at a football game and I will never forget it.
I haven't kissed a girl since and I don't think I ever will until I kiss Dawn again. I love her so much but I can't blame her for getting over me. I have been ignoring her lately because I was thinking about joining the U.S. Marine Corps and I don't want her to be too upset if I die, when I die. She has to know I love her though before I leave. I will not leave until I tell her that and we have a night alone. I just don't want to loose her forever. I just want to make her feel beautiful and loved. That day Blake hit her I realized how much I cared for her. I would have done it for any girl but for Dawn I really meant it.
I looked at the letter that was on my desk that said what day I was to report for training and camp. I just might have to leave her. Being a marine has always been my life long dream but I don't want to leave Dawn alone and depressed while I'm gone and after I die. I have to go find her. Find out what she'a doing and what she's thinking about right now.
I called her phone and I hear a low conversation in the background. She must have accidentally answered it so I just kept quite. A familiar voice that sounded like Ames was speaking to Dawn. "You want to stay over here for the right babe?" he said. What the h*ll us going on? "Absolutely but can we get back to kissing now? I miss your tongue in here." And I could here her open her mouth. "Come here baby" Ames said and all I heard was fabric rustling and muffled moans coming from the both of them. She just can't be, not with him. That should be me. I want that to be me. But I broke her heart I don't deserve it.
No, I'm going over there right now to see what'a going on. I go to look at the clock to see how late I would be home and it read 1:00am. Alright maybe tomorrow but no one takes Dawn away from me. Not even Ames, I love her too much.
SORRY SHORT CHAPTER! I have finals this week and I think my brain is slowly melting
