My favourite colour is blue. Like the sky. Well, I like the sky even when it's dark & gloomy. and usually just mornings. The sky in the early morning just before sunrise. The explosion of light on those special days. I don't like nights. It reminds me of death & sorrow. It's like the sky is dying it's terribly sad. Anyways, the sky just before the rain. Rainy days are my favourite kind of weather & especially now in LA it's still warm so the sun could be hidden full-to-the-brim, dark, rain clouds & it'd be a good beach day. Oh swimming. I love to swim. I feel like I'd be a good swimmer if I had someone to push me to figure out what the fuck I wanted to do with my life. Because I'm in a critical year in my life and I have no clue. I'm terrified that it's too late. I love animals too. Cats specifically. Big cats. & small ones. Jaguars, tigers, Lions oh my. That reference didn't make sense. oh well. I wish I was a cat. I wish that instead of being born a helpless, stupid, self conscious, sack of flesh, blood, & bones, I was a cat. But not one of those domestic cats that are forced to shit in a box & play play with feathers & shoe laces. But like a loud, terrifying lioness. I'd be so strong. I'd hunt & protect my family.
