Stay with us (Destiel)

Chapter Nine

A/N
This chapter has depressing shit and violence in it, if you want to skip it you won't miss anything, just read the authors note at the end.

*Cas's POV*

I was chained to a chair in a dark room.

I lifted my head as the door opened and Dean sauntered towards me.

"D-Dean" I stuttered weakly "Pl-please, don't do this"

"Oh Cas" he cooed "I was just warming up before" with that he pulled an angel blade out and made a deep cut across my chest.

I screamed in pain, "Dean, please don't, I'll do whatever you want, just, just stop"

In my head I knew this wasn't really happening, and the person carving my chest open wasn't Dean, but it felt so real.

"Come on baby, don't cry" he whispered, as he flicked the blade across my cheek, causing more blood to flow.

He crouched next to me and ran the blade over my skin like he used to run his hands.

"Hey Cassie, you do know I never loved you right? Not really, you are so naive, so easy to mess with"

Tears were streaming down my face and I wished I could block him out.

It's not him, a voice continued to whisper in my mind.

But the voice was fading, being replaced with another one.

Hahaha, why would Dean love you? you're not even human! Just a broken angel, broken little Cassie......

"Just kill me" I pleaded with Dean.

"Oh honey, your not getting out that easily" and he continued making deep cuts in my chest.

"You-you promised, Dean you promised you would protect me, why are you hurting me?" I was desperate now, had he lied?

"Because Cassie, you're not worth it, you never were and you never will be"

He put the blade away and straddled me on the chair.

He cupped my face with his hands and clicked his tongue disapprovingly "Cas, Cas, Cas, don't you get it? No one will ever love you"

He was laughing as he got up and left.

A/N
Short chapter I know, but I don't really like writing this sort of stuff, for those who skipped it, the angels were making Cas think Dean was torturing him and trying to convince him he wasn't worth anything and that no one will ever love him.