the beginning of my new look(ana)

it started

In the 7th grade, it started. A boy, I don't recall their name but made a comment, saying how I was a fat whale. I was torn.

In 8th grade, a girl named Emily, asked if I was pregnant. I took it as I am fat. And stopped eating for what some call a week. The following year, I went to my nurse, She said I was 190, over weight. I took it to hear it was in June dying the 711 month I wanted I've cream, but I refused constantly. The following month I remember my mom even said something that upset me.. I started to exercise, for an hour or two out side and I realized it was working, I didn't change my diet.

But in 8th grade was when I started to eat less.

(Just a few weeks ago my mom accused me of something and I took it as I was fat. And it all started up again..)

Anyways, in the summer 2014, I was born in 2000 fyi.. Anyways I would just heat like no snack like fat foods. I didn't drink soda. Everyone said I was loosing weight I only told a few people how I really started to loose weight.

My freshman year I didn't have many friends to hangout with at lunch. So I wouldn't eat breakfast or lunch, and I would have one plate if dinner I would run two miles and 'take a shower' I purged like 8th grade just for the hell of it. When I was in trouble and ground I was so stressed, and I purged for two weeks.

Now I count and I write down my intake.