the beginning of my new look(ana)

how is it so far in the year?

I remember so much I mean I didn't want to eat on holidays. I have never went anywhere else in the summer except a different city like 12 minutes away.

I remember I went over to this girl's house I used her mums tooth brush and that was like the first time i purged with a tooth brush. You gear loads of stories of people waking up and purging I tried it once and cried.

I was dating someone for like two months I was so stressed about it I told him and I said 'when I reach my goal I will stop' he must have been upset or something about it because he said I wouldn't.

I know I'm a slut but.. When this was going on we were like on the last string if our relationship. I was on this meow chat and I was talking to this guy from Kentucky, we like we're talking in a dirty way I never sent anything but I don't know.. I was so stupid and I hate myself because I honestly liked him he said he loved me and I said it back we were never hanging out we never video or called each other and we didn't text for 2 weeks.

I was so pissed with what he was saying to me he would go and comment on my posts and call me rude things and say stuff I blocked his ass.

I stayed at my friends for a week I had like 2-1 meals a day. I was like so tired we swam like 4/7 days.

I remember when I first saw my ribs I was stoked! And I still can see my collar bones.

I checked my weight 11/20/15 I currently am at 153.4